************
“Uuuu~!! Ken!! Get up ~!!! It’s already noon, you know!!!!”
“Ummm…..Let me sleep…. Yui.”
“Puuu~!! Com’on!! G-E-T U-P!!!!”
Ken is sleeping like a pig on the sofa in the living room again. Just how many times do I have to tell him to sleep properly on his bed! Uuuu~!! He’s really too lazy!
“Ken!! Puuu~!! Up Up Up!!”
“Ow ow ow..! Stop it, Yui! Okay okay I’m up… Urhhh….”
It’s just no way that Ken will get up without me. It’s even becoming a habit!
“Hurry up and go brush your teeth, lazy Ken!”
“Umm? It’s so bright out side…. What the!? It’s just 11am, Yui. No wonder why I’m so sleepy *Yawn*”
“Don’t sleep back!! Uuu~!! Didn’t I tell you yesterday that I want to go shopping today? Ken!”
“And what’s that has to do with me?”
“Uuuu~!! Because D is busy today”
“What about owner?”
“Blue? He said he’s busy with the new waiter”
“New waiter?”
“Ummm! I don’t really know. He said we’ll be seeing him tonight. Put that aside, you get up now Ken!!”
“Ahh… ! Okay okay. I'm up. You're really annoying, Yui.”
Ken make an annoyed face, scratches his head and go into the washroom.
He’s always like that, he never rejected everything I said even he’s mumbling none-stop about it.
Does he dislike me? Or like me….? Although we’ve been living in the same apartment for almost 5 years but I don’t get what he’s thinking at all.
“Ahh.. Yui, my dental cream is off. Give me some of yours”
“Puu~ How many times do I have to tell you to stock some of those!?”
“I did. But it just off again”
“Puuu~!!! By stocking I means you buy it before it’s all went out!!!!”
“It’s fine, isn’t it? I can always get some from you, Yui”
*Thumps*
“Um….!”
“Now go and get me some, I’m waiting here”
“P-…Puu….Stupid… *Blush*”
*Opens*
He’s always like that…. Even though I know that he didn’t mean it that way….
“Yui”
“Ummm?”
A voice called out my name while I was going to open my room’s door.
“D? Aren’t you busy today?”
“Yes, I have some business with owner today.”
“About the new waiter?”
“Sounds like that”
“Eeeeh~ I thought we don’t need any waiter in the club anymore”
“Yeah, we’ll see why after I met him. And aren’t you going to shopping today, Yui?”
“Umm! Yes! I just woke Ken up a while ago! You know how hard to wake him up! Puu~!! And he’s lending my dental cream again!”
“Ah, yes. But you know that he won’t get up if it’s not yui that’s waking him *Smiles*”
“U.Uuuuu! He just needs some violents… *Blush*”
“Haha.. Yeah alright then, I’m need to go now”
“Umm! Okay! I need to hurry too or Ken will be mumbling for letting him wait long!”
“Okay then. See you tonight, Yui.”
“Yes! See you, D! *Smiles*”
D waves his hand to me and walk down through the elevator.
He and Ken were friend since when they were in college, they works at the same host club before I moved into this apartment.
It’s because of them that I joined the host club.
Now that I think about it, it’s like I’m joining across them in the middle. I’m just an outsider when they’re already become so close….
“Yui, What is taking you so long?”
“Ummm!? K-Ken! Waah! You’re all wet! I told you to wipes your body first after get out from shower!”
Ken opens my room’s door and went in without asking my permission.
I’m tired of yelling at him because of this but he’s even coming with only one wet blanket on his whist!!!!
“That’s because you were taking so long. I need to brush my teeth”
“Waaah!!! Stop right there! Don’t come into my room you’ll wet my carpet!! Uuuahhh!!! I said stop!!!!”
The more loudly I shout and the faster of his steps into my room.
Ahhh…!! My carpet… I’ll have to send it to the dry again…! Uuuu… Stupid Ken!!!! *Cries*
“Give me the dental cream”
Ken stops his step in my toilet and gives out his hand while asking for my dental cream.
“……Wait *Ruffles*”
I turn my back at him opening the stocking box in my room looking for the new dental cream that I just bought a few days ago.
“Here”
“Ihi oh he, Aye goh ih! (It’s okay I got it)”
“Uuu~??? You’re using my used dental cream!!!!”
“Ihi oh he ihhen ih? (It’s okay Isn’t it?)”
“Why can’t you just wait for a few more minutes!! Puuu~!!”
“Hu her hoo hong (You were too long)”
“Puu~!! Really! Geez!”
“Hanhhoying (Annoying)”
“Puuu~!! Next time wait till I give you the cream~!! Stupid!”
“Hea hea (Yeah yeah)”
“Puuu~!! Hurry up and go changing! You’ll catch a cold this way!”
“……. *Spits* It’d be better if you’re wearing the same size of clothes as mine, then I won’t have to go back changing. Ah, and I can just move in with you, it’ll be more easy”
*Thumps*
“P-..Puuu~!!!Stupid!! Stupid ken!! Who said you can move in with me!! *Blush*”
“Hah? Oh com’on, I was just saying.”
“……*Thumps*”
“I....I’ll be waiting outside.”
“Huh? Yui?”
*Close*
I close the door without turning back looking at him.
I know it. I know that everything he said doesn’t has any meaning other than a “Friend”
*Thumps*
I should stop this. This is stupid....
********
“Ummmm!! This one, This one is nice~!!! Don’t you think so, Ken~?”
“Yeah yeah, if you want to buy then hurry up and buy it”
We're walking around the shopping center looking for some clothes with Ken holding a lot of stuff stocking for everyday use.
Of course he has to hold it because his stuffs are in there, too.
He’ll never going to buy the stuff himself till he’s lack of everything to use.
I remembered the first day we met, It’s still a fresh memory to me; He knocked my door wearing only one blanket and cover his hair asking for some shampoo. And that was the first day I moved into that apartment.
Uuuuu! He’ll never change *Ruffles*
“Ken! You know that they’ll be living with us from the day we bought them home so you should learn to respect them more~!!”
“Hah? They’re just clothes, Yui *Sweats*”
“Puuu~!! That’s why you can never buy some good looking clothes for yourself, Ken!”
“It doesn’t matter; you’ll buy those for me”
“I’m not your maid, Ken! Don’t ask me to do everything for you! Ummm!!”
“It’ll be good if you’re my maid. Everything will be perfect *Grins*”
“P-...Puuu~!! Stop saying stupid things, stupid Ken!”
“I’m just saying what I’m thinking”
“........”
*Thumps*
My heart pounds as I’m moving my legs toward to the next store.
My face feels hot, I know that it’s all red so I couldn’t face up or Ken might see it.
*Thumps*
Even though I know that he didn’t mean it. He said that because he’s really lazy and just wants me to help him out with everything.
I know that it’s stupid for me to feel this way just because of those words, I know that....
I know....
But I can’t help it.
“Yui?”
“Y-yeah?”
“What’s wrong? Why are you so silent?”
“Ummm? I’m fine”
“Don’t scare me, Yui.”
“I didn’t scare you! Puu~!!”
“You did. It’s like you’re angry at me when you’re silent, Yui.”
“I’m angry at you everyday *Stares*”
“Hahaha.. Yeah yeah. Let’s hurry and finish this shopping so we can get some food before going to work”
*Pat*
*Thumps*
Ken pats on my head softly and smile.
It’s not let’s hurry and finish this shopping but he’s already mark this shopping as “Finished” because he’s going straight to the fast food restaurant. *Sweats*
“You only know how to eat, Stupid!”
“People live to eat, you know?”
“Uuuu~!! I think it’s People eat to live not live to eat, Ken!”
“Well. It doesn’t matter. It’s food that’s matter!”
“Puuu~!! Stupid!”
Ken dash to the restaurant with a lot of bags holding in his hands.
He looks like an idiot. Puu~!!
But he’s just like that since the first time we met.
Lazy, glutton plus that living behavior. He’ll never going to find a normal girl and get married!
What kind of person will wear a blanket and enter somebody else’s house?
Puuu~!! So stupid! Stupid Stupid!
**********
“Lisa~”
“Yui~ I miss you~”
“Ummmm~!!! I miss you even more, Lisa~!!”
“My sweet candy Yui ehehehehe”
My jobs start from 7pm to 3am in the club.
It’s a night job but I never feel tired or sick of it. Everybody in the club are kind and nice to me so I love this job.
I love spending my time here with all of them, it’s very fun and everyday will never get boring.
“Woh! Careful kid!”
Blue’s voice patted my back from behind while I was sitting on the sofa chatting with Lisa.
Blue is the club’s owner, but he works as waiter and host too when the club is too busy. Uuu~ And his cooking is good, too!
He always makes a lot of food for us when the club is closed. He’ll be a good house wife for sure Uuuu~!!!
“Um?”
I turn around looking for blue and he’s holding a boy in his arm.
Who is that boy? Seems like he’s wearing waiter’s uniform, he is the new waiter they’re talking about?
Uwah~ He look so cute Muuu~!! So cute ~!!
“Lisa, Lisa. I want to go to the washroom a bit, can I?”
“Eeeh?? But I just came here”
“Ummm~! I’ll be very quick, Ne~”
“Hmm… Okay Yui. But don’t be too late. I’ll be waiting here”
“So you can call something to drink first, Lisa~! I’ll be back very soon if you order the Dom Perignon for me *Smiles*”
“Eeeh? Dom Perignon is a little expensive, yui. I need to pay for your hosting-fee too. So it’s a little hard....”
“Puuu~!! So you can’t order it, ‘For Yui’ ?”
I bite down my lip a bit waiting for her answer; Our club ranked the Host and their prices per hour to keep customers’ accompany. The higher of the host’s rank, the more expensive of their prices, too.
The matter is not how many bottles of wine you sold to get higher rank, but the money you earn from selling them.
I’m in the top rank so of course being with me is very expensive but I really want to go talking with the new waiter and I want to sell that wine out, too!! Uuuu~
I know that it’s a little bit expensive but if I can sell this Dom Perignon out then I only need to sell 2 champagnes more to remain this month’s rank.
The rank fighting battle is not easy, I need to earn more than other to remain my rank’s number.
Lisa Lisa please buy it~!! I want to go through this month easier Umm~!! *Cries*
“I want to, Yui. But....”
“Uuuu... I got it, Lisa. You don’t love me at all *Cries*”
“Ah! It’s not like that, Yui! Don’t cry!”
Lisa quickly grabs the tissue on the table and wipes away my tear.
“Uuuu.... But I want to drink that wine *Cries*”
“Hmmm... Okay okay Yui, I buy it!”
“Yeee~ Lisa you’re the best *Muah*”
“Hehe, if it can make you happy, Yui.”
Yeah~ I got it!! I’m sure I can get number one this month for sure~ Uuuuu~ So lucky~!!
“Then I’ll be going to get the wine, Ne~”
“Okay Yui”
I quickly step toward to Blue and the new waiter. I’m glad that he’s still here, waii~ I feel like today is my lucky day *Smiles*
“Y-You perverted old man!!”
“Eh?”
The new waiter yelled at blue and dash away while I was about to catch blue from behind.
“............”
“............”
Wait, he just called blue a “Pervert” ? Uuu~!! This is gonna be fun. *Big-Smiles*
“Pupupu~I heard that, blue”
I walks behind blue and whisper softly through his back
“……..Yui *Sweats*”
“Blue is a pervert”
“.......What?”
“I heard him say that ~ Uuuu~”
I make a sly-smile and Blue bend down his eyebrows and look at me. It’s very funny to see him making this kind of face.
Uuuu~ Ehehehe
“So he’s the new waiter, Blue? He’s so cute~ Uuuu~!!!”
“Yeah.”
“Did blue treat him bad?”
“Huh? I didn’t do anything on him *Sweats*”
“Really~? Then why did he get mad?”
“What’s this suspecting question, Yui. *Sweats*”
“Because Blue always trick cute people”
“Hah? Cute people?”
“Such as me *Smiles*”
“……….*Sweats*”
“Next time be more nice on me, Ne~”
“…….Why you *Sweats*”
“Because I’m a good kid”
“I won’t fall for this, Yui”
“Uuu~!! Blue is not nice to me at all!!”
“I’m nice to who I should be nice to”
“Like who?”
“Like her”
Blue lift up his finger pointing to a girl who just stepped her foot into the club and walk through me to catch her.
Uuu~!! He just left me behind even though I’m talking with him~!! He’s so mean!!
“Puuu~!!!”
“What’s wrong, Yui?”
A voice called out to me while I was letting my tongue out to blue’s back.
“Uuuu~ D!! Blue just ignored me”
“Owner? Ahh..”
D turns to look at blue and nod down a bit
“That’s Lilia, she’s the regular customer so Blue has to keep her accompany, you know that”
“Uuu~!! Blue knows only about money!”
“So Yui doesn’t care about money?”
“Ehhh~? It’s not the same, Puuu Puuu~!!”
“Okay Yui, you should go back to your sofa or your customer might get mad”
“Aaa~!! Yeah, I just got her to buy a Dom Perignon~!!!”
“Oh? As expected from our top host *Smiles*”
D makes a soft smile and strokes on my hair. I love how D know how to compliment me, he’s just like my older brother, I love him so much UuuU~!!!
D is more like manager in here, he control everything when Blue is not around.
Host, Stock, Account, and everything, I think D works more than Blue does.
He know how to be nice to a hard worker, unlike Blue!!
Uuu~!! He suits to be the owner here more than Blue does!
“Here you go pretty girl *Smiles*”
“Ah~ Thank you Hehehehe...”
“Umm!”
Lisa is sitting with Ben one of the host in the club when I back to the sofa, it’s my place so why is Ben here!!!! Puuu~!!!! She’s drinking the Dom Perignon with him. What’s this suppose to mean!!!!
“Lisa Puuuu~!!!!! What are you doing!!”
“Ah, Yui. You were too late so I called Ben instead”
“Eeeeh!? It’s not even 10 minutes!!”
“But Ben was free, and I feel like talking with him today, too.”
“Yeah Yui. So you can go to your other customer, I mean if you still got one. Hahahahhahaha”
Ben lifts the wine up and pulled it into his mouth.
“That Dom Perignon is in my sold list. Ben!”
“What? Hahahahah. Put some shame on you, Yui. Of course it’s mine since I’m drinking it”
“Puuu~!!! But Lisa called it for me!!”
“Oh you called it for him, Lisa?”
“Eh? I just feel like drinking it, that’s all”
“Heard that Yui? You can go now”
“Uuu...!!!!”
“Sorry, Yui. I’ll call you again next time, okay?”
“I don’t need it!”
I bite down my lip and turn away. She’s terrible! This sold is supposed to be mine, isn’t it!! What does that Ben think he is!? Talking like he’s so good though his rank is lower than me!!!!! I won’t accept this!! This is cheating!!
“Uuuu!!!”
I walk to the back door and lean my back on the wall rolling down to the floor.
I don’t like this I don’t like it!!
I thought I can get through this month easily but now that Ben get the wine in his sold list, there’s no way I can win against him. Uuuu~!! This is just unfair...!!! I know that I’m just a host but she shouldn’t do that, right!?
What should I do? This is the worst... Uuuuu.....
I hate this.... I hate it....
*Cracks*
*Startles*
“Yui”
“......!”
“What are you doing here?”
“K-Ken....”
“What’s wrong? Are you crying?”
“...L-Leave me alone! Ken! I’m not crying!!”
“What happened?”
“Nothing”
“Who bullied you, Yui?”
“I said Nothing”
“Who stole your candy?”
“No. *Drips*”
“Yui?”
“I said I’m okay *Drips*”
“Stop crying”
“I’m okay... I’m not upsetting because of anything, I’m fine..!! *Drips*”
“What made you upsetting?”
“Uuu~!! That Ben stole the wine that should be in my list!! And he laughed at me, too!”
“How did he steal that?”
“It was when I went to talk with blue, Uuuu... It was just 10 minutes and Lisa called Ben instead of me! *Drips*”
“...........”
“She said that she want to be with me! How can she do that! She’s terrible *Drips*”
“And?”
“Uuuu... I don’t like her anymore!! I don’t want to talk with her anymore!!”
“.........”
“Uuuuu... *Drips*”
*Pokes*
“.......Ouches!”
“Stop crying for that, stupid Yui”
“I’m not crying!!”
“Stop crying. *Storkes*”
“..........!!”
Ken sits down nearby me and strokes my hair softly.
We kept silent for a while and I can hear the loud music voice from inside of the club.
It’s the “Club” I’m working at, so what do I expect from it?
Isn’t it obvious that Ben will steal my place while Lisa is sitting alone? Even he didn’t, there will be other host come and take it.
It’s my own fault to let my customer wait and go to chat with other.
It’s what I sown, I deserve this.
“..................”
“..................”
“Ken”
“Yeah?”
“........You’re not going to blame me?”
“For what?”
“For being irresponsible and pushes the fault on other”
“It’s alright, isn’t it?”
“Eh?”
*Strokes*
“You got it even without me telling you. Yui. This is enough”
*Thumps*
Ken strokes on my hair again softly and my tears start to fall down across my cheek without stopping.
“Stop crying, Yui”
“Uuuuuuu....”
Ken gently wipes away my tears and hugs me into his arm.
It’s very warm and safe but I don’t deserve this.
It’s my own fault, I know that so why doesn’t he blame me for being stupid, for being childish and for everything.
Why doesn’t he....!?
If he blames me than at least I can get mad and shout at him back.
I won’t be crying like now!
*Drips*
Ken has never said even a word about anything even when it’s obvious that I’m wrong.
He’s always like that. All he did was stay by my side and wipes away my tear without saying anything.
It’s his gentleness, but it hurts me even more.
*Drips*
Ken... I hate you..... I hate your gentleness....!!
*******
*Silent*
Its 4 am in the morning and the club is already closed for over an hour ago.
I’m still sitting at the backdoor with Ken silently.
“…………”
“…………”
We didn’t say anything after that, it’s like we don’t have anything to say.
I don’t think there’re any words that can comfort me more than leaning on his shoulder like now.
We’ve been spending more than 5 years doing the same thing like this.
He came and gives me a relying shoulder every time I get upset. (Mostly it’s caused by me, but this doesn’t mean I admit it! It’s their fault, too!! Puu~!!)
…..I wonder how many years more do we have to circle this action again and again?
We can’t have any progress more than this, right?
“Ummm….”
“What’s wrong, Yui?”
“Nothing..…”
“Still thinking about the thing that happened just now?”
“Uuuu~ !! It’s not ‘just now’ anymore Ken! It’s already became yesterday’s thing!”
“What?”
“Don’t ‘what’ with me! Puuu~!! Ken is really numb about time!”
“Yeah yeah, I don’t really know what the different are between day and night, yesterday or tomorrow. It feels just like nothing has changed even 100 years passed.”
“Stupid Ken! you haven’t even lived more than 23 years old.”
“I said even”
“Puuu~!! Of course it’s different. You’ll become an old man after 100 years passed, stupid!”
“And you’ll become an old man, too. Yui.”
“Eeeh!! I won’t!”
“So then I won’t, too.”
“Puu~!! You will, Ken! You’ll become an old man and a very ugly old man!”
“Yeah yeah yeah, but Yui will be with me, so isn’t it just the same. Time means nothing for us”
*Thumps*
The wind flows out toward us and I couldn’t do anything but staring at his face that doesn’t has any emotional on as the sky that Ken is lifting his head up to.
It’s dark without any stars just like his words, talking without thinking about the meaning in it even though it touches the deepest part inside of me.
“........ Stupid”
“Yeah Yeah”
*Strokes*
Ken strokes on my hair without looking at me.
*Thumps*
It’s really cruel, to be nearby him.
He doesn’t know about how I feel toward him, that’s why he can say those things out easily without putting any effort into.
But... But I’m the one who he’ll spend his life with even after a hundred years later.
That’s enough, isn’t it?
That’s why, I can’t let him know about this feeling, this stupid thinking on him.
*Cracks*
“God damn it!!”
“Eh!?”
A loud noise with a voice screamed out from the inside of the club and a shadow kicks the backdoor nearby me and Ken out fiercely.
“Huh! Yui!”
“B-Ben! Uuu~!! What are you doing crashing the club’s door! Puu~!! Are you out of your mind!!!”
“Shut up you little chibi! I’m sick of this damn place!”
“W-What!! Who are you calling chibi you stupid!”
“I said shut the fuck up!!”
*Grabs*
“Ueeh!!”
Ben grabs one of my hands violently to my back and squeezes my mouth with his other hand.
“Hey! What do you think you’re doing to Yui!”
“Ueeeh!! Hen!!! (Help!! Ken!!!)”
“Don’t move! It’s just great to see you guys here! It’s you that spitted the information out to Blue, right! Ken!!”
“What are you talking about *Glares*”
“Stop the fucking around! Ken!! Then who the hell told Blue about me selling the drug in the club!!”
“W-What! You’re selling that stuff, Ben!?”
“Don’t act like you don’t know, Ken! I’ve lost everything for that shit!”
“Puuu~!! Let go of me!”
“Yui!”
“Don’t move, ken! Or I’m gonna kick his ass!”
“Stop it, Ben! You’re not going to earn anything from this!”
“I don’t want anything anymore fucking shit! I won’t feel any better anyway so why don’t I just smash you all up together! Hahahaha!!”
“Let go of Yui, Ben! You’re not going to get out from this easily!”
“Ha! Turn back, Ken! Or I’m gonna ruin Yui’s cute face!”
“Uuuu..!!”
Ben squeezes my face violently like he’s going to crash it. It’s hurt, I hate people touching my face the most.....!!!!
*Grabs*
“Huh!?”
I grabs on Ben’s hand that’s on my face and push it out from my mouth.
“...... I’m out of my limit”
“What!?”
“Ken, you saw him touches my face *Ruffles*”
I lift my face up to Ken waiting for his respond
“Yeah.”
“So the promise is equal, right?”
“Hmm... Yeah *Sweats*”
“Uuu~!!! Alright!!! *Smiles*”
*Crack Cracks*
I squeezes Ben’s hand hardly enough to breaks his bone
“Oww!! It’s hurt!! Let go!! Yui!!! AAAhhh!!!”
“Where was your authority goes? Ben”
I grab on his throat slightly to make sure that I won’t breaks his throat by temper.
“Arhh..!!”
“Yui, don’t kill him. Okay? *Sweats*”
“Of course I won’t ! Puuu~!!!”
“How should I trust you when you’re choking his throat like that *Sweats*”
“Puu~!! I’m already gentle enough for this! He squeezed my face and its all red!!!”
“.....At least let him go while he’s still breathing *Sigh*”
“Umm~!! Okay then!”
*Grabs*
I lift his neck up and preparing for the throwing movement.
“W-What are you doing!! Yui!! Let go of me!!! *Coughs*”
“You’re noisy, Ben *Shush*”
“Aaah!! Stop it!! Stop-!!!”
“One, two- Hup!”
“Uwaaah!!!!”
*Smash*
“..............”
“..............”
“..............”
“One down *Smiles*”
“I thought I told you not to kill him *Sweats*”
“Puuu~!!! I didn’t kill him!! Look!! He’s still breathing!!”
“*Huff Huff*”
“I think that’s what we call ‘Dying’”
“Ummm... My face hurts”
“Yeah it should be”
“Puuu~!! Stupid Ken! Why didn’t you smack him down before he touches my face!”
“How can I move freely while he got you in his hand, Yui.”
*Thumps*
Ken let out a small sigh and looks at me.
What does he mean about he can’t move while Ben got me in his hand... Am I that important..?
*Blush*
“And Beside, I still don’t get about the selling drug stuff that he’s talking about”
*Jolt*
S-So which one is the true reason *Anger*
“Puu~!! Stupid Ken! He must be selling drug inside the club and got catch by Blue!”
“I know, but why did he say it was because of me?”
“What are you cares about that, Ken! He was just trying to put his anger on you that’s all!”
“I don’t think so.”
“You’re sharp, Ken”
“Eh!?”
The door opened once again gently and D stepped out from the inside of the club toward us.
“D. Puuu~!!! Ben just squeezed my face~!! It’s hurt!! *Cries*”
“Oh? Let me see. Um.. I wonder if this will leave some scars on your face, Yui”
“Eeeh! I’ll die if that happened!! Puu~!!”
“You’d better go and check it, Yui”
“Eeeeh! O-Okay Uuu~!! Toilet Toilet!!”
*Dash*
I dash back into the club’s toilet room without turning back.
*Shaa-*
I turned the water out and start to wash my face. Seeing the bruise on my face reminding me about the thing that I don’t want to remember once again.
I know that there’s something happened to Ben in the club, but I don’t want to know about it.
I’ve quit from doing the back-side’s work so I’ll just leave it to D.
He’ll handle it perfectly, I know but I just hope that Ken won’t be trying to involve himself into that kind of stuff too...
Ah, what am I saying? Of course he won’t! How can that lazy-worm wanting to involve himself into this kind of trouble? *Sweats*
Honestly I thought he was a serious guy until we really know each other well, he’s just a worm, seriously, he is just a worm
Ummm... But now that I think about it, Ken did push himself into my business tried to stop me from doing those kinda stuff back when 5 years ago.
That was the first time seeing Ken being serious.
It was the first time.... And the last time, too.
*******************
“Yui?”
“............”
“Yui? Where are you? Dear?”
“...........”
*Cracks*
“Ah, Here you are, Yui! Give me an answer if you’re home!”
“......Ummmm.... Yeah”
“Geez! Yeah but you will never do!”
“.........”
“It’s dinner time, come and eat”
“I’m not hungry”
“Hmm... Yui, don’t be too hard on yourself. You’ve tried hard, haven’t you?”
“.........”
“Yui, come and eat dinner”
“But dad....Umm...”
“Don’t worry! Just try again next year. He’ll understand it!”
“......Okay, mom.”
“Okay! *Smiles*”
“...........”
Uuu.... Dad will not going to understand..... I know that, and mom knows that, too. But we don’t have any choice. Because this is how we lived up till now.
It was back when 6 years ago, before I left home and start to live on my own.
I joined the karate club since when I was 4 and the trainer was my own dad.
My dad is the best trainer in town and the champion holder.
“He doesn’t want a weak child.”
That’s why I need to train hard to be strong. I haven’t been doing anything other than going to the training room for 12 years.
I remain the local champion winner for 3 years, and finally one day dad asked me to challenge the country champion representing for the club. I was really happy, I thought he finally going to accept me, I’m going to proof him that I’m his son, I want him to feel proud.
But Puuu..... It was too hard for a 16 years old kid like me.
I’ve matched with a lot of people who trained harder than me, stronger than me, and talented than me during the championship, But I didn’t give up, I don’t want to lose, I can’t lose!
.....And I’ve made it till the 3rd round with that spirit and luck. But the people who I can’t win against finally appeared, and I lost.
When I arrived home, people in the club and neighbor came and celebrate a welcome back party for me.
They complimented my talent, said I did make it to the 3rd round; it was not easy for a kid to fight with the professional fighter.
But ummm..... I didn’t feel happy at all, because dad didn’t talk nor even look at me after the match. His last word to me was “Loser” at the champion stage. The word cut through my heart and it’s bleeding inside.
I knew that he’s angry at me, but I’ve tried. I really did try hard. I don’t mean to lose... I don’t.....
“Yui”
“Um...!”
“What’s wrong, Yui?”
“I-I’m okay, mom...”
“Hurry up and eat while the food is still hot, Yui!”
Mom looks at me with a worried face. Well, it’s not much, but I feel a little happy to see mom’s worrying face.
At least, she still wants me. I just need to train harder for the next time. Yeah... That’ll do....!
“ Uuuu... O-....”
“You don’t have to care about this loser, Sharry”
*Thumps*
“What are you saying, dear! Don’t mind about your dad, Yui! Just eat your dinner!”
“What’s wrong with my word? I just said what I think”
“You shouldn’t say this while dinner!”
“I can say whenever I want!”
“Stop it! Yui has trained hard and didn’t he make it till the last 3rd round!”
“That’s doesn’t change the fact that he lose! You’re too soft on him that’s why he’s weak, Sharry!”
“W-what are you saying! Don’t go over your temper, dear! Yui is not wrong!”
“Being weak is wrong! I’d rather pet dog or cat better than raising a weak kid!”
“That’s too much, dear! You’re too hard on him! What do you mean with you’d prefer animal! He’s not only your child, he’s my child as well!”
“I don’t want this kind of child! That’s what I mean!”
Mom and Dad start to fight over me with a loud voice. I just know that he won’t let me have a normal dinner. I’ve prepared for it..... But... It’s still hurt....
*Thumps*
Puuu....... It’s really hurts....
*Slam*
“I don’t want to see his face anymore!”
*Thumps*
“Dear! That’s too muc-...!”
“......Stop it.”
“Y-Yui...?”
“It’s okay. mom. So stop it.”
“What do you think you are, yui? This is not your position to give out the speech!”
“Dear! Stop it! You’re fusing the little thing up too much!”
“What do you mean little thing! This is my pride, and he ruins it!”
“He didn’t ruin your pride or anything, or rather you should feel proud for him!”
“Ha! Proud! Don’t make me vomiting myself out!”
“Ah!!!”
*Shove*
*Bam*
“Uuuu...!”
Dad pushed me from the table to the floor with his strength and pound the table hard.
“W-what are you doing!!! Yui, are you okay dear!?”
Mother came and hugs me that’s sitting on the floor
“He can’t even stand this! That’s why I said he’s weak!”
“You’re going too over board!!! He’s your son!!”
“I don’t have this kind of son! He’s acting like a girl!!”
“Dear!”
“....That’s enough.”
“Yui?”
*Stand*
I grabs on my knee and get up from the floor facing to dad.
“Who do you think you’re looking at with that eyes, Yui!”
“........*Stares*”
“Y-Yui, go up to your room, dear! Don’t make your dad angrier than this!”
“You’ve got the gut to stares at me, Yui!”
“.......If”
“Huh?”
“If you don’t want me, then I’ll go”
I let my word out one by one while staring at dad decently.
“Hoh. Go, if you can!”
“What are you saying, Yui! And you too, dear!”
“He’s the one who want to go! I didn’t ask him to!”
“Yui! Say sorry to your dad and go up to your room!”
“.......No”
“Yui!”
“.......Ummm!”
I shake my head hardly and face down. I won’t apologize. I won’t!!!
“And what are you still standing here, Yui? Didn’t you want to go?”
Dad cross his arms and look at me coldly. Sometime I really want to ask him is he really my dad or I’m just garbage that he picked up in front of the house?
“Yui!”
“Don’t stop him, sharry! Let him go! Who needs him!”
“Dear!! Let go of me! Yui!!!”
“...........”
I turn my back at them and walk out from the house while dad is grabbing on mom’s hand when she was going to stop me.
“Go and never come back, Yui!! Or I’ll kill you!!”
*Thumps*
Dad slams the door close as soon as I passed out from the house.
I can’t go back anymore. I can’t.....
I can’t turn back now.
*Thumps*
My shoulder that he shoved just now is still aches. But my heart hurts more.
It’s hurt. I don’t know what word I should use to express how I feel right now other than “hurt”.
“Uuuuu.....*Drips*”
I went to the club to train every day. I’ve tried. I really did.
Really....Uuuuu..... I did.......!
*Drips*
Why? Why do he has to do this to me? I give it out my best to make him feel proud, but why...? Puuu...! Why did it went wrong?
*Thumps*
Uuuu!!! This is enough. I’ve had enough! I’m not his son anymore! I’m not!!!!
*Steps*
I won’t go back to that house anymore, I swear. I won’t!
I can live on my own. I don’t care anymore! I don’t need him!
It’s my own life from now on!!!! I’ll only live for my own sake!!!
Y-yeah....but.... I didn’t go to school since I really into the karate dou.
So where should I go....? I don’t have any money, and the night is really dark right now.
I’ve never been out from the house this late before, it’s somehow scary.....Uuu....
“Hey kid.”
“.......!”
A group people holding some stick stepped out in front of me while I was walking through the alley.
They’re all so tall and big that I can see myself so thin and small through the glasses aside me.
D-Did I do something wrong to cause them trouble...?
“What’re you walking around in our area this late, huh?”
“E-eeeh? Your area??”
“So you don’t know? Then we shall teach you, Kid!”
“Yeah! Teach him! Hahahahaha!!”
“Eeeh!!”
The biggest guy steps out with a stick toward me. W-why can’t I walks through this way? And why is he holding the stick toward me..?? Uuu... I don’t get it!!
“Well well, you’re having a cute face, aren’t you, kid!”
He lean his hand out and grabs on my shoulder. It’s really scary. What does he want!!
“L-let go!”
“Oh? Even your voice sounds like a girl, why don’t you just be my girl, kid?”
“W-what are you saying!! Let go of me!! Uuuu!!!”
“Uuu? Hahaha don’t cry babe! I’ll buy you new skirt. hahahhahaha!!!!!”
“Nice one boss!! Hahahahahahha!!!!!”
*Jolt*
“Oh yeah?”
“Huh!?”
*Grabs*
I hate people calling me girly the most.......
“Just in a good timing.”
“What?”
I let my strength out grabbing on his hand hardly.
“Let see who’s the girl here, shall we?”
*Kicks*
“Ouches!!”
“Boss!!”
“Hey, boss!! .... Shit! H-he fainted! By one kick..!?”
“Uuu... hey brother? Actually I’m in a little trouble right now.”
“W-what...!?”
*Crack cracks*
I grabs on my fingers making the bone cracking sounds and step toward them.
“I wonder can I borrow some of your money?”
“Fuck up kid! You’re the one who’s going to die here for this!!”
“Not even if I say please?”
“Kill him you guys!!”
They shout out and runs toward me together. Well, I did say please, and it's not me that's causing the trouble first, it's okay. Right?
“Aaaah!!!!”
Okay.... Here I go money!!
“............!!”
“............!”
“...........”
*******
As what I remembered from Karatedou learning lesson 1 was [Fighting only for protecting the thing or the one your love.]
I know that what I’m doing now is wrong. But my mind just went blank.
I don’t care anymore. I don’t want to care anymore.
*Silent*
“Urh..”
*Grabs*
“Uuu? You’re still awaking, I’m surprised”
The gangster’s member grabs on my leg while sleeping on the floor when I was going to take the money in his pocket.
“What... are... you.... kid...!”
“Uuu? What am I? Ummm...”
I took his money out, stand up and start to think about a proper answer for him.
“Ummmm... That’s a hard question...”
“Uuu... I’m yui? I’m not a girl? Ummm.... Ah!”
“What about calling me a buster?”
“..............”
“Eh? Eeeeh!!! Don’t faint right now, Puuu~!!!”
“............”
“Seem like he didn’t hear what I said just now. Uuu... But well, It doesn’t matter.”
I got the money. This is the first time I got so much money in this life. So I can do whatever I want with this money? Uuuu!! Yeah!! This is how I’m going to live on my own!!!!!
Everything is just the start!!!! Go go my new life!!!!
*************
Wind flows down taking all the leaf to the ground, the season has turned into Fall while some people are saying it’s too fast and some are still waiting for Winter’s arrival.
“ Fuuuu—“
A long smoke exhales out from a man that’s sitting in the dark corner of an old closed club which is the place for all the gangs’ information exchanging.
“ So have you heard about it yet?”
“ Wah? About what?”
“ The kid, about the new kid that’s hanging around here for a few months ago”
A group of young adults gathering around one man bending down whispering to a big man that’s lifting his legs on the table in the middle of the gangs.
“ Hah? A kid?”
The big man let out a light voice mixing with the smoke which he just inhaled through his throat to comfirm what he heard just now.
“ Yeah Boss!”
“ What about it?”
“ Heard that he’s been active around the town kicking the gangs’ ass for money, we’d better look out for him!”
“Wah? Whadda you said? A kid? Kicking gangs’ ass?”
“ Yeah! That’s what I heard from the other gangs. The rumors are spreading around town now!”
The man bend down his eyebrows showing the seriousness to their boss.
“Huh? Are you numbs? Don’t tell me you’re scared of a kid with some rumors!”
“ A-Am not scared! I was just telling you to be careful, boss!”
“ Hah! Fuck it, you idiot! A kid? I’d like to see what does he look like!”
“…….!”
The boss lift one of his leg up a bit and drop it down making a big sounds through the table
“ I heard that he’s moving around only at night in the alley nearby blue’s club. Should we go and see?”
“Well, Dah! Not only see, but some testing should be fun!”
“Alright then….”
The gangs start to think about the plan for tonight’s meeting with the rumor’s kid and the club was covered in silent after awhile….
*********
“ Is he here yet?”
“ Not yet…”
A few whispering voices come out from a small alley where people usually throws the garbage from the inside of the club that’s opening around here through the backdoor.
“Shit!Just how long do we have to wait here!”
“Be patient. We’re gonna have fun when he’s here”
A goup of youngsters sitting on the garbage bags at the deepest part of the alley giving out their order to the other partner that’s hidding behind the dirty tanks waiting for their target to arrive.
“I can’t wait to see his cute face”
“That’s right ! I think I’ll enjoy myself with him! Don’t you think so, boss?”
“ Fuck the shit up. I’m not a gay. “
“Don’t be serious, boss! Just enjoy yourself when the toy is here”
“I’ll just enjoy the view while you guys doing it.”
“Woohoo!! Then we’ll have it just for us! Hahahahah!!”
“Yeah!! I’ll make him scream out loud!!”
“Scream like…. “Ahh… Ahh..” hahahahahhaha!!!!”
“Hahahahah!”
*Laughters*
*************
*Clatter Clatters*
“Wuaaaah *Yawn*”
“You’re tired, Ken?”
“Yeah…. I’m sleepy… Wuaaah *Yawn*”
I stretch both of my hands up high leaning my back on the backdoor.
It’s the first day of my job here in the club where all the girls find her dream boys.
“1am…. We still have 2 hours to bear. Pull yourself together. Ken”
D glance down to his watch telling me the present time
“Ummm… This is really exhuasting. All those girls really are talkative…. Perhaps “Too” talkative.”
“Talking with them, that’s what our job are. Ken”
“They better paid as what I’ve expected or I aint going to continue this”
“Then you should go back to work as they’ve expected too to get the paid *Stares*”
D crossing his hands together and stares at me with a serious look.
“It’s not like I’m not doing it but I’m just taking a break here *Sweats*”
“Your break is too long. Ken”
“Okay Okay Alright… I’m going back”
“That’s better”
D nods down accepting my answer with a relieved looking on his face and turn back into the club.
What’s he being so strick to me for? He’s not the owner of this club, of course.
Sometime I really don’t get what this guy’s thinking.
Even though we’ve known each other for a long time ago…. Wait… How many years have we known each other?
5? No no, I guess it’s 6? Ahhh…. What am I doing wasting my calories to think about this useless thing?
Uwah…..Hungry again…. *Yawn*
“…. “Ahh… Ahh..” hahahahahhaha!!!!”
“Hahahahahahahaha!!”
A Loud laughing voice start out from the alley when I were trying to get my back out from the kitchen’s door where I’m leaning on.
“*Goosebumps*”
What was that sound they acted just now? For a man to heard other man making that kind of sound….. Yuck, That’s disgusting. I’m really running out of luck today. *Sweats*
“He’s here *Whisper*”
“Keep your voice down. Block the way when he’s in so then he’s got no where to run”
“Alright!”
“Huh?”
What’re they talking about?
“……………”
“……………”
I give a slight glance through the door’s hole to see what they’re doing (Since I don’t really want to go back to work).
A thin shadow appeared from the head of the alley with light footsteps sound step out toward here.
*Step Steps*
So they’re here just for him? All those mans are blocking the alley for this little kid?
Wuuan…..This is stupid. I should better go back to work before D come here again. *Yawn*
**********
*Closed*
“I’m dying….”
The club has finally closed and I’m already ready to pass out at any minutes.
“We’re not done yet, Ken.”
D let out his voice to me while writing some note in his book.
“What’s that”
I lift up my finger pointing to the book that he’s holding. D glance down to what I’m pointing and look at me.
“Owner said he want me to do the accounting after work, too.”
“I see….”
Waaaah….. I can’t imagion myself doing that. D, I’m really proud of you, man. Just how much will you get paid from doing this? *Sweats*
“Ken, can you take the garbage out before you’re going home?”
“Wah?”
“You’re going through the backdoor anyway, right?”
“I’m gonna pass out soon”
“The bage is in the kitchen. Thank you.”
“…………*Sweats*”
D turn around and walk away leaving me standing here glaring at him from behind. He knows that I don’t have any energy to complaint at this time. *Sweats*
Guess I’ve got no choice.
*Cracks*
“Wahh..?”
My leg touches some weird thing as I stepped out from the door and all the mans fainted every where when I glance down on the ground.
This remain me that they were blocking the alley waiting for the kid. Wah, so they can’t even win against him all though they’ve got around 10 people gathering here?
……..Really stupid. I shouldn’t be standing here wasting my precious bed time. I’d better go home.
*Steps*
*****************
“zzzZZZ”
“………zzZ”
“………….Wuuan….”
*Yawn*
I lift my hands up and stretches my body as much as I could after a big yawn.
I wonder why aren’t any bird sings in this morning? But well, it’s fine. They’re annoying after all.
Guess I could get back to sleep since the morning is so silent …. *Yawn*
*Knock Knocks*
“……..?”
The sound of door knocking lack out from the living room while I was going to lay back down on the bed.
*Knock Knocks*
“Ken, are you up?”
“……………..”
So it’s D on the door. What’s his business from the first minute I opened my eyes. *Sweats*
He’ll be back again if the thing is improtant, so it’s okay if I pretent I didn’t hear it, right?
*Knock Knocks*
“Ken? Open up”
“………………”
“Ken. I heard your yawning voice just now. It’s no use pretenting you’re asleep.”
“………..*Sweats*”
Sometimes, I really hate this man *Sweats*
*Opens*
“……Huuuan *Yawn*”
“Prepare yourself if you’re already up. Ken.”
“Wah? I’m still haven’t got my second sleep yet. D *Sweats*”
“It’s 3 in the afternoon now. Ken. Get prepared if you don’t want to be late to work”
“What?? Gosh you gotta be kidding me. So that’s why all the birds are gone *Sweats*”
“Bird?”
D bend down his eyebrows and stares at me, well. It’s not weird that he doesn’t get what I mean.
“Put that aside, Ken. Take a shower first before you go to work”
“I’d rather get my second sleep if I’ve got time to shower”
“You said that yesterday, and the day before yesterday too, Ken.”
“Can’t I say it again for today?”
“A host can’t be stink. If you’re stink, you won’t get paid.”
“………Okay okay alright”
D really know how to create a stir out of me. Guess I really had no choice. I wonder how did I make friend with this kinda guy? I’m really stupid *Sweats*
“Hurry up. Knock my door when you’re done.”
“Yeah yeah”
I close the door after a slight reply and walk into the bathroom preparing myself for the coldness of the water.
*Shaaawaaaa*
“………….Hachuss…”
This is really cold….. Gosh.....I wonder how can people like D that’s taking a shower everyday exist in this world. This is really numbs *Sweats*
Now where did I put those toothbrush at? Ah… It’s here.
“……Uwaaah”
I’m running out of toothpaste. This is sucks. Really, sucks *Sweats*
I think D might got it so I cover my body with a short towel and walk out to D’s room searching for some toothpaste. It should be okay since D is living infront of me. We’re living in the apartment so there won’t be anyone else here, right?
*Knock Knocks*
*Opens*
“Hey, gimme some toothpaste”
“……………….”
“…………Huh?”
“………………”
“……………..*Sweats*”
A few sweats shed down on my face as when I look at the person that’s answering the door.
A young man with a short and thin body sharp standing in front of me staring over here with those two big eyes, long eyelashes, both of his red chin on the face looks round like an apple.
I’ve exected to see a big tall man with black hair named D, so how can it turned into a kid, and is this kid really a boy or something?
“What?”
His tiny pink lip opened up and let the voice out after awhile of silentness.
“…….Toothpaste”
I repeats my word again to him slightly while my brain is still in a freezed state.
“Wait”
The young man answered and close his door.
Is this real? Did I just see D as a young kid in my imagionation or he’s really a young kid? If this really is my imagionation, I can’t say anything more but yucks. *Goosebumps*
But if that wasn’t D, why did he tell me to wait? I don’t think there’s anyone who will be happy to lent their toothpaste to stranger. *Sweats*
And how did I manage to this is much? Normally I should be yawning or my stomach will be crying for wasting my time and energy. This is all because of that shower, it’s making me became all weird. That’s why I hate taking bath
*Opens*
“Ken?”
“…….D”
“What’re you doing here standing with only one towel on your back *Stares*”
D bend down his eyebrows and look at me. Wait, D is opening the door on my right side. The room that’s connected with mine. So who is living here in the room in front of mine? The one I’m knocking…..
“…………….*Sweats*”
“Ken? Are you running out of shampoo again?”
“…..Toothpaste”
“Wait here I’m gonna go and take it”
D give me a hand sign to wait and when he was going to take the toothpaste.
The door in front of me opened up again
“Here. It’s new.”
“…………I see”
“………………”
“……………..”
D and I standed there for awhile thinking about this situation and finally I know that this isn’t my imagionatin from the shower.
“Ken, don’t tell me that you asked for toothpaste from him”
“…………Indeed. I did *Sweats*”
“……….*Sigh*”
“I’m sorry for troubling you, I think he got the wrong door”
D steps out from his door toward the young man and start to apologize.
“It’s okay. It’s fine”
The young man nodes down a bit and reply meaning that he’s okay with it.
“And why are you so sure that I’ve got the wrong door, D? *Sweats*”
“Because I don’t think there’re anyone else beside me that’s in your friend list”
“…….Yeah yeah”
Even that’s true, but you shouldn’t say it out that clear. D *Sweats*
“So then is it okay for me to get this toothpaste?”
“Of course not, Ken *Stares*”
D cross his eyebrows and stares at me with a scary face. Oh, com’ on. I was just kidding….. well, it’ll be better if I can take this, isn’t it? *Sweats*
“It’s okay. Just take it”
“Really?”
“Yeah! *smiles*”
“Is it really okay? You don’t have to be nice to him”
“……….*Sweats*”
Am I really your friend, D?
But guess he’s right *Sweats*
“It’s okay. Ummm!! I just moved here so I’ll be glad to have a good relationship with neighbor. *Smiles*”
The young man light up a big smile on his face, wave me a good bye and close the door.
Well, guess he’s not a bad kid. I earned a new toothpaste anyways.
“………..”
D cross his hands standing here like he’s thinking about something.
“What’s wrong , D?”
Actually I wanted to ask that are you really this unhappy for me to get a new toothpaste?
But nah, he’ll be angry if I do so. I don’t think I want to listen to his complaint all day long *Sweats*
“How old is that young man do you think?”
“Huh? Dunno?”
“15”
“Oh yeah? Maybe?”
“I don’t think he can affort to rent this apartment himself”
“Maybe he’s with his family”
“I heard the locking door sound everytime he goes out. So he’s living alone”
“Maybe his parents are out”
“I glared into his room when he opened it up just now and see nothing but the floor and some pillow”
“So what if he’s living alone”
“I think I’ll check his background a little. Or it’ll be unsafe”
“Yeah yeah”
Isn’t that illegal to check other people’s stuff. D? That’s what I thought but I don’t think I want to know about it anymore since I’m not interested in.
“And don’t use that toothpaste”
D grabs on my shoulder when I was going to go back to my room
“Wah? Why?”
“It’s not safe to use it since he’s kinda specious.”
“It’s fine. Not like I’m gonna die Huaaan *Yawn*”
Now that the water on my body has mostly dried out, I feel sleepy once again. I’d better brush my teeth or I’m gonna sleep again.
“Ken. I’m serious”
“I never seen you’re not serious, D *Sweats*”
“Ken. Listen!”
D grabs on my hand that’s holding the toothpaste trying to stop me from going back into my room
“D. I trust him”
I turn to look at D telling him that I will use the toothpaste.
D opens his eyes larger a bit and give out a slight breathe meaning that he’s giving up.
“Call me when there’s something happen.”
“Yeah yeah”
Finally D goes back into his room and I get to use the toothpaste. Actually, I was just lazy to wait for D to get me another one. Beside. I don’t see any harm from that young kid. It’s fine, isn’t it?
**************************
*Knock Knocks*
“Hey, gimme some shampoo”
“……Okay”
It’s been a month since I moved into this apartment and this man; my neighbor comes to my house every week for some daily using stuff like shampoo, toothpaste, toothbrusth, hairbrush …. Ummmm….. I don’t really mind since I’ve got those all stocked in but he’s getting annoying , and is it just me or he really only takes bath once every week? *Sweats*
“Here you go”
“Thanks”
I take the shampoo out for him that’s waiting at the front door and he turns away leaving a word “Thanks”. I know that it’s weird to feel so but somehow it’s making me unhappy to see him turning his back at me without even look at me in those eyes. I mean, he took my stuff, at least show me some appreciation. Puuu~!!
*Knock Knocks*
The door knocking sounds light up again when I was going to take a bath. Uuuu…. So what does he want again this time, don’t tell me that he’s running out of toothpaste again *Sweats*
“Yes?”
“Hello Yui”
“………It’s you”
An old man age around 30 standing in front of my door and he’s blocking the way and light with his big fat body. This man is the one who gives me this apartment to stay in exchange of beating some gangs under his order. I don’t enjoy doing this and I hate being ordered by anyone, especially this man.
I hate fat guy. They’re disgusting Puuu~!!!!But I don’t have any choices since I need a place to stay and I’m underage so there’s no where I can rent even though I’ve got a lot of money. Ummm… Besides, I can always kick his ass if I want to. He looks weak, and of course he’s weak and stupid and ugly and stinks.
I’ll just have to bear with him 2 more years then I can get my ID card and start living on my own. My happy future is not far away from me anymore. I’ll live happily ever after!!!! Ummmm!!!!
“I’ve got a favor to ask you”
The man put one of his hands on my door and whisper softly into my ear. I know that he doesn’t want other people to hear about this, but he’s really disgusting… Puuu… I really want to punch his face….!!!!
“About?”
I calm myself down, lift my head up staring at him trying to get the certain time for the order.
“Tonight, 3am. The same place. Make sure you get the bag they’re holding, I need that”
He hand me a small photo of their picture looking from the back.
“Okay”
I accept the photo and node down a bit after knowing my target’s face and place.
“I’m counting on you, and don’t mind coming to my place tonight when you’re done. I’ll be treating you with all of my heart and body *Smirks*”
“Yuck”
*Close*
I close the door as soon as I got all the in formations I need to avoid disgusting conversation. *Goosebumps*I don’t like to see this man’s face, especially his smirking face.
Yuck!!! Doesn’t he know that he’s disgusting!? Ugly Ugly Ugly!!! His Confident is the most irritating thing!!! What does he think he is!? A super star or something!? Puuuu~!!
*********
*Silents*
I’m standing in front of an old closed club’s door waiting for my target to arrive.Uuuu…. It’s already 2:50am; they should be getting out here soon.
*Opens*
The club door opens and a few young adult appears from the inside.
*Steps*
“……….”
I soon steps toward them when I saw one of the gangs that’s holding a black bag with the same face in the photo to confirm that they’re my target.
“Huh? What do you want, kid?”
The big guy with the bag hanging behind him step out to me
“Boss *Whispers*”
“What?”
One of his partner came out and whispering something into his ear. Wow. This guy is really fat; do I have to fight him? I mean, I don’t want to touch him!! But this guy reminds me about that fat old man this morning. Ueeeeeh…. Irritating!!
“Maybe he’s the kid that the other gangs were talking about”
“Oh? The rumor kid? Are you sure?”
Eeeeeh? Wait! What?? They know about me?? Uuuu~!!! So I’ve been a rumor around the town now??? Legend!! That’s really cool~!!!!
“Yeah boss, Red hair, short slim body and that girly looking face on him. It must be real!”
*Jolt*
“Who do you call girly just now you fat dude!!!!!”
“Wah!? You heard us!?”
“Of course I do you idiot! What’s the point of wishpering if you’re going to talk it out so loud!!! You stupid pig!!!”
“What!? Who do you call a fat pig just now!?”
“I didn’t call you a fat pig but it’s good that you know it yourself!! Plus you’re not only fat but ugly, too!!! Puuu~!!! Pig Pig Pig fat ugly pig!!!!”
“Why you!!!!”
“Stop it, domo”
The big boss grabs on his shoulder stopping him from jumping on me.Why did he stop him for! I can just punch him hard to release some stress right now! Puuu~!!!
“…….I’m sorry boss”
The fat guy apologizes and quickly run back into the gangs. Nodding down to him even though he has got a bigger body than the boss, Puuu~!! Coward Pig!!!
“….I see, so you’re the kid that’s been messing around here in the past few months?”
“Shut up and give me the bag”
“……………..”
The boss suddenly makes a serious face without any sound. That tells me how important that bag is to him. I mean them. Not to mention that fat old man is aiming for the bag, too.
“I said gimme the bag, Uuu~!!”
“Guys, don’t let him get away”
The big guy glares at me deadly while giving out a quick command to his gangs. All those man come surround me with some stick and iron in their hands.
I glance around me and there’re around 15 people I can see with the boss in the middle. Its okay, I can manage my way out here easily with that bag for sure. No sweating *Sweats*
“Where did you hear about the bag from? Who ordered you here?”
“Useless conversation is only wasting my time”
I refuse to answer their question and getting myself ready to fight.
“I see. Karate. It’s been awhile.”
“………..!”
The boss steps his leg back with his hands up till his chest making the same pose like me. So this guy knows about karatedou too? And he’s not an armature, I can tell from looking at those arms. This guy is strong, but I won’t lose to him neither if I’m being serious. Ummm!!!!
“Let us have some fun, shall we?”
“…….Ha!”
“….!”
I jump toward him with one of my leg above his head to strap through his shoulder but he moves back quickly and gives me a kick from my right side.
“………!!!”
But of course I can avoid that easily with a few small jumps to the back. Uuuu… No sweats *Sweats*
“Hey, you’re good, kid”
“……………”
The guy make a slight smirk on his face and give me a “Come on”‘s hand sign. Uuuu~!! This man is really irritating *Ruffles*“ Ha! Ha! Haaaa!!”
“ …..!!!”
I start to give him double kicks left and right then a middle chest kick but he smoothly avoids it all without a sweat on him. Puuu~!!!! This can’t be happening!!!!
“…..!”
He quickly grabs on my leg and pulls it to him while hanging his other hand toward me to strap on my throat.
“Ha!”
I lift my hand up as a barrier to his strap; take my leg back from his hand and give him another close middle chest kick.
“………*Huffs*”
He avoids every kick from me and it’s not clever to continue this fight any longer or I don’t think I can have enough strength left to fight with all those 15 people around me.
“What’s wrong? Come’on, little fellow”
“……….*Irritates*”
“I am not….!! A fellow!!!!!! Haaa!”
This is my last bet. I run toward him and slide down after a fake kick waiting for him to hang his hand up blocking my kick.
“Ha!”
“Urh!!”
Karatedou is focusing on punching more than kicking so we trained hand harder than other fighting skill so I uses my leg instead of hand waiting for the time he lift his hand up blocking my kick without any guard on his stomach and give him a punch as hard as I could.
“Suit you good!! Puuu~!!”
I fall down onto the ground from the power of my punch. He slowly stand up again and glares at me holding his stomach showing how much damage I’ve gave him with one shoot.
“Look like I’ve underestimated you, kid. You’re strong *Spits*”
He lifts his hand up once again preparing for the next movement of mine.
“Of course! Puuu~!!”
He bit down my lip a bit glaring back to him. He should be fainting by one punch, that’s what I’ve planned. I pulled all my strength in that punch and it didn’t really give much effect on him. I can’t easily knock him down with a few punches or kicks, and the same chances won’t come anymore.
“.............”
I give a slight glance to the gangs that are surrounding me. I know that I’ve got no way out of here even if I really can beat their boss down.
“Haaaaaaa!”
Even so, I’ve got no other choices but to fight.
“....Woh!!”
“Hyah!!”
“Got ya!!!”
*Punch*
The boss grabs on my head and punches me back on my stomach.
“Uuuu..!!!!”
The painfulness soon runs through my body and some sour water flows out from my mouth. It’s hurt. Uuu... It shouldn’t be this hurt just with one punch...!
“Now!”
“Yes boss!!”
“....Wh...at!!”
*Blanks*
My head went blank by a hit of something hard like iron from the back.
“........Uuu...”
“You’re still awaking? What a tenacious kid”
“.......You... *Cough coughs* ch...eat..”
I try to open my eyes staring up at their boss that’s looking at me with a punch stab on his hand. He wears that when punch on my stomach and his gangs come and hit my head with their iron stick.
“What? That’s what you wanted to say, kid? Hahahahha...!! When did I say I want to fight with you one to one without any weapons? Don’t be stupid!”
“Hahahahahahahhaha!!!!”
The gangs let out a loud laughing voice to his word. It’s not funny at all...!!This isn’t fair. It shouldn’t be like this. You should fight like a man you useless you jerk you shit..!!! There’s a lot of word I want to say, but I hardly even breathe now. The world is upside down, fainting is just a matter of time now. What should I do......?
“Police....!! There’s fighting here!!!”
“W-what!!?”
A loud screaming voice light up after their laughing voice. P-Police is coming...?
“Police!! Police!!!”
“Wah, what to do, boss!!”
“Don’t be so loud. Grabs on this kid and runs. It’s bad if the bag be found out.”
“Yes boss!!”
*Grabs*
The fat guy grabs on my hair and shoulder. Uuu... Don’t touch my hair, it’s hurt Puuu~!!! I want to take his hands off and kick his ass but it seem impossible for me right now Why him, why is it must be this fat guy. Ahhh.... *Cries*
“Wait!! Wait wait!! I was kidding, police isn’t coming!”
“Huh!?”
The voice owner call out again and we stopped our footsteps turning back to find him.
“....Uuu....”
“What?”
The boss steps out in front of that guy glaring at him.
“I want that kid back, but fighting with all of you is kinda troublesome so that’s why I said that. Who knows that you guys are taking him with even thought the police are here. *Sweats*”
What...!? I didn’t mishear it, right? It’s mean that he’s lazy to fight, right?? It’s really irritating but thanks to those sudden words that take me out from my dizziness And now that my sense is back, if I’m not mistaking...This voice....He is....
“......You...!”
My neighbor, the one that’s always taking my stuffs, he’s here. B-but why....?
“....So you’ve got some partner here”
*Punches*
“Uuu!!!”
The boss lifts my head up and punches on my face with those punch stab. My face, it must be ruin.... Uuuu..... It’s painful.... Uuuuuuuuuu........!
“Hey! Stop that!”
My neighbor shouts out toward the boss loudly with a serious face.
“What? You don’t like me touching him?”
“.....Stop it *Glares*”
He spit the word out with anger in those eyes. So this guy can also make this kind of face, too. I don’t want to say this but he looks cool. But seriously, this is all his faults that the boss is punching my face.... Uuu....!! Who’ll shout out for police because of laziness!!!! That’s just too much!!!!! Puuu!!!!!
“Guys, take him down”
The boss glares at him back deadly showing how angry he is. Of course he’s angry, yes he should be but I don’t think that man can hold on this many guys (I can’t even beat them, how can that guy do?)
“.............R-run!!”
I use all my strength left telling him to run, it’s what I sow, I don’t want him to involve with this!!!!
“Ah!!!”
“Urhh!!!!”
“Hyaaaaa!!!!”
“Arhhh!!!!”
“.....What the....”
I opened my eyes as big as I can to confirm what I’m seeing right now. Those gangs member fall down on to the ground one by one with him standing in the middle. That’s not karatedou, that’s not taikwandou, that’s not kongfu, too.He doesn’t use any skill, he’s just.... Strong....! This can’t be happening! Not now! What’s this? Some old scene in the lovely dovely action novel!? This can’t be true!!!!!!!!
“Uwah, this is going to cost a lot of calories *Sweats*”
Is it because of the hit on my head? What I see now is not fighting; it’s more like they’re playing with each other. He jumps around avoiding the stick that they’re waving around him easily and knock them down with one kick.It looks like... He’s enjoying it. I think I’m gonna faint ... Uuuuu.....!!
*Silent*
“........................”
“...............What!?”
The boss step back a little after seeing all his gangs faint down on the ground.
“So it seem like there are only you and the fat dude left”
“..............Why you!!”
He steps forward us with a slight smile on his face. This is the first time seeing him smile. (Not to mention the situation I’m in now, this is not the right place for my heart to pound. But it just did!!!)
“D-domo!”
“B-boss!!”
The boss soon takes me from the fat dude’s hand and glares at him. The fat dude gives “I’m scared” looking face to him but he can’t oppose his order and runs toward my neighbor.
“Good scarifying, domo”
“...What?”
The boss let a slight smirk out on his face and pulls a gun out in his suit’s pocket. What!? He’s got a gun with him all the time!?
“Hey..!!! Run..!!!!!!”
I bite down the boss’s hand that’s holding the gun tending to pull the trigger.
“Ouches!!! Let go you stupid kid!!!”
*Pang Pang*
A few gun sounds fired up in the alley. My head went blank again and my leg hurts. I think I’ve got some hole on my leg now. Uuuu.....!
“Shit!!”
“Boss!!”
“.......You!!!!!!”
“Arhh......”
“Ha.....”
“......”
What is happening..... I can’t hear anything any.....more....... Uuuu......
I'll absolutely regret it! (Part 7) A memory.... A promise *
********************
A white light flash through my eyes……
I saw myself running under the light…. I’m Running…. Running and running hard……; Ummm…. Where am I going? Why am I running? I don’t really know but….. I think I’m trying to catch up with someone…. Someone that’s walking in front of me…. I need to catch up with him….. Him……
Who is him…?
“Yui”
*Thumps*
Umm…? This scene….
“Com’on, Yui. Faster!”
“Wait for me….. Papa…..!”
Papa…… Yeah..... I used to call dad papa…..Papa....... He is holding my hand….
Is this a dream…..?
*Thumps*
We’re standing in a karatedou tournament hall.
The hall is so big and bright with over million audiences here watching over 2 karatedou players’ fight.
They stare and scream for every move of them.
“Straight head! Point!”
“Uwooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!”
They’re kicking each other and the sounds they made from that kick is really loud. It hooked my heart……
This place is so cool….. They’re so cool…..!
“Points! Winner…… Red side!”
“Yaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!”
So cool….. I want to be like them too….. I want ….. !
“Papa!! Ummm!!! I want to learn karatedou too!!!!!”
*Thumps*
“Why?”
I asked him to teach me karatedou….? I didn’t remember that……
“What why?”
“Why do you want to learn it, Yui?”
He asked me why…… So he didn’t force me to learn it…. I see…..
“Because I want to join the tournament too!! I want to be like them!!!!”
“Like them?”
“Ummm!!!! Like them!! Like papa!!! I want to be a top karatedou fighter like you, papa!!!!”
*Thumps*
That’s right…. I wanted to be like him…… That was my dream…..
“Yui. *Strokes*”
Father slowly pats his hand on my head and look down to me with his mouth close and open like he’s saying something…. What’s he saying…. I can’t heard it…..
“…………….Will you promise?”
Promise……?
“I promise!!!!”
Ummmm….? Promise what? I didn’t hear that...!
“Are you sure you will keep your promise, Yui?”
What promise…..? I promised him….??
“Un!! Yui will!!! A boy’s promise is a life time promise!”
A life time promise…… I remembered this….! It’s dad’s habit sentence…. So I used to say this too…..
“Yeah. You’re right, Yui *Smiles*”
*Thumps*
“Hehehe!!! *Smiles*”
Dad smiled….. He smiled….. He just smiled at me…..
*Thumps*
This is not a dream….
This scene…. This was the first time dad took me to see a karatedou tournament…. It was back when I was 4 years old….
*Thumps*
I really wanted to learn karatedou that time….. So it was really me…. That was the reason I trained so hard for…..
I wanted to be like him…. I wanted him to feel proud….. I wanted to see him smile at me…. I…..
*Drips*
How did I forget about that…
“……Papa……”
“Yui….. Yui…… Yui…..!”
“Ummm……?”
I open my eyes up slowly as I heard a voice called my name just now…..Ummm…..
“Yui…! Yui!!”
This voice…. Am I still dreaming…..?
“Yui!!!”
“M….om….”
“Yui!!! You finally awake!!!”
“Mom…. Mom…! *Startles*”
I jump up in shock while seeing mom holding my hand and cry.
“Aw….!!”
“Don’t move! You’re injured!!!”
“D-Dad!!”
*Thumps*
Dad push my shoulder down and look at my legs.
“…What the!!!!”
My left leg is covered in bandage and it’s in pain. What happened!!!!
“You got shoot by the gangs.”
*Thumps*
A man stand out from my dad’s back coming to explain my situation.
“You…!”
I know this man. He’s my neighbor…. Ah…!! That’s right!! I got shoot while I was going to get the bag from a group of gangster……
*Thumps*
That wasn’t a dream….!!
“Pardon for my late self introducing. My name is D. As you know, we’re living in the same apartment.”
The men with a black long hair smiles while give me a polite self introducing. But what I want to know is not his identity!!
“That doesn’t matter!! More important than that! There should be another man there with me yesterday!”
“Ken?”
“Yeah! Maybe!? I don’t know! But how is he!!?”
“He’s fine, or you can say he’s here *Sweats*”
“Here?”
“Yo”
I turn around and I saw him sitting on the visitor’s chair lifting one of his hands to me.
“…..You!!”
He doesn’t look injured…. Seem like he’s fine.
*Sigh*
I’m glad……
*Knocks*
“Aw..!!!!”
My head been knocked on by a heavy punch when I was feeling relieved by seeing Ken healthy.
“Puuu…!!! That’s hurt!!!!”
“It shouldn’t be as hurt as your mom’s heart! Yui!”
Dad glares at me angrily and I can feel his scary aura. He’ll never change, will he. Uuu… And how did he find out about this!?
I turn to glares at the person who named D as he should know about this.
He nods down a little showing he got what I mean and pat on dad’s shoulder to calm him down a little.
“…………….”
Dad let a slight sigh out and sits down. Uuuu? Shouldn’t he be more violet?? Normally???
“First up, sorry for searching your background without telling, Yui”
D start to give his speech after seeing dad calmed down.
“What!?”
“Since you’re my neighbor, it should be normal for me to check whether you’re a fine person or a dangerous one *Smiles*”
“………Eh!? *Stares*”
Just for him to have that kind of thought for his neighbors is already abnormal!!!!!
What is he smiling so soft for? This guy is dangerous *Sweats*
“I found out that you were running away from home and got forced to join a group of gang under the name of Mack”
*Thumps*
Was forced to….? It’s actually me who’s willing to join them and fight for money. Did he make a mistake? But he knows about the fat dude’s name and the gangs….. What’s this supposed to mean…?
“…………………”
I keep my voice down waiting for him to continue. Ummm…. He should be hiding something behind this.
““Mack” is of course, a fake name. His real name is Kaze.”
“….What!?”
“He uses you to gather some drag and some illegal item without using his own member so he won’t get involved with police, group revenge, and damage.”
“………………”
I should have already known about this. I mean I know… But it’s a shock.
“Everything is okay now. Kaze has been caught”
This guy…. Where did he get all this information? And how did he manage to catch Kaze if I don’t even know his name……
Could it be that he heard him and me talking that time? If so…. Photo…. Maybe he took a photo…. So then I’ll be in that photo too.
“So will the police come and catch me too?”
“No. You’ve been used by Kaze and since you’re an underage and running away from home. Police has got no reason for catching you. I’ve talk everything out with them and the result came out just fine”
No, this shouldn’t be fine. He’s hiding something. If his information are so clear, then of course he knows that I’m taking the order from Kaze by my own will……
That guy; Ken! He’s D’s friend…. So they’re joining each other for this? So that’s why he’s coming to my house every week?
*Thumps*
I turn to look at him and he just stares back to me without saying any words. So he knows about it since the beginning………
“It’s okay, Yui. You’re just a victim *Smiles*”
D smiles again and looks at me. It’s a relief since I’m safe and everything is fine. But somehow… Something is aches inside me….
“It’s good that you’re safe! Yui! *Drips*”
*Thumps*
Mother holds my hands tightly after D finishes his speech and shed her tears down.
I made mom cry….. again…..
“Don’t ever do this again!! You heard me, Yui!!!!”
*Knocks*
“ Awwww!!”
Dad knocks my head again and yells at me. I’m really injured, can’t he treat me nicer!!!!! Puuuuu!!!!!!!
“You’ll die next time!!!! You’ll die for sure you dump head!!!! *Drips*”
*Thumps*
A small tear drop down from dad’s eye; this can’t be real…. Dad is crying……?
“What should we do if you die…… You idiot!!!!! *Drips*”
“Dad….. *Drips*”
“Yui!”
“Sorry…. I’m sorry…… *Drips*”
It was wrong…. What I’m done was wrong since the beginning…..
“Sorry…..*Drips*”
“Yui….!”
The 3 of us hold on together for each other. It’s been so long since they last hugged me…..
It’s all my faults…. I lost my tend to karatedou and feel frustrated like dad was forcing me to do so…. I hated him all the time……
(I promise! A boy’s promise is a life time promise!!!!!)
*Thumps*
(You’re right, Yui….)
Right….. That promise……
(Never give up on your dream)
(I’ll never give up! I promise!!!!)
(I’ll be the best karatedou fighter!!!)
(…..I’ll be like you… Papa!!!!.....)
(…….I’ll be like you…….)
That’s right…… I broke my promise……
*********************
It’s Sunday morning and the weather is really warm and soft. What a good day for shopping, but sadly I just bought enough stuff yesterday with Ken.
Talking about Ken; it’s already 9am and he’s still sleeping. He’s going to waste this beautiful day in this bed!!!! I can’t let that happen!!!! Puuu~!!!
“G-E-T-U-P~!!!!! Ken!!!!!”
“……..Yui…. Not again…..”
“Hey! Get up~!!”
“Why?..... Zzzz….”
Ken close his eyes after asked me question. What kind of a person can be this lazy, Puuu~!!!!
“Uuuu~!! Don’t ask me why and sleep back, Stupid Ken!!!!! GET UP!!!!!!!!”
“………..zzzZZ”
“ I said get up, Ken! Uuu~!!”
“ ……Yeah Yeah…. zzZz”
“Don’t yeah with me while sleeping!! Ken!!! Puuu~!!”
*Puffs*
I grab his pillow and strike it on his head. He took it then covers his head and sleep again. Eeeeh!! He’s really helpless!!
“ …………zzZzz”
“Ken…. Up!”
“……zzz”
He doesn’t even listening *Ruffles*
Seems like 9am is really impossible to wake this lazy-worm up… Oh that’s right, last morning’s 11am is the best record.Uuuu…. D said he can’t wake him up even after 3pm, and that’s his very one best friend *Sweats*
“Ummmm….”
“…………………”
I take the pillow on his head up, hug it tight with both of my hands then lay down by leaning my back beside him. His back is big and warmth, it feel good *Smiles*
“............Yui?”
“Umm?”
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing”
*Cracks*
“……….Wah… 9am *Yawn*”
Ken get up yawning while looking at the time.
“What’s wrong, Yui?”
“Nothing *Ruffles*”
I bite down his pillow while turning my back to him. Uuuu… I just got my back aside him and he got up, how ironic *Sweats*
“…..How’s your face?”
*Thumps*
That’s right. Ben just left some bruise on my face yesterday night. It’s still aches since I hate people touching my face the most after being touched by that stupid gangs *Sweats*
“…………..It reminds me about that”
I let my voice out softly while thinking about the fresh old memory. My leg got shoot and I couldn’t continue my training anymore. I know that I don’t really suit it since I used it to harm other people. I know….But I really wanted to continue karatedou….
*Strokes*
*Thumps*
Ken got up sitting beside me on his bed and strokes my hair softly with his hand.
“......................”
Talking about old memory, it also reminds me about how lazy Ken was. This lazy-worm end up sleeping at hospital for months until I get out from there so it wasn’t boring at all. He’s not good at talking since he’s lazy to think but he worried about me the most. You can say that this is his way of expressing his feeling. Ummmm His hand is warm…..
“………………….”
I slowly close my eyes as his hand keep stroking on my hair and light up a slight smile on my face.
“Thank you for taking care of me, Ken.”
“You’re welcome”
".....................!!"
*Hugs*
Ken lay down beside me with both of his hands hugging me from the back.
*Thumps*
"Uuuu~!!! I'm not your pillow!!!!!"
"That's for taking-care of you's fee"
*Thumps*
"P-Puuu~!!! I'm taking care of you more than you does!!!!"
“…………….zZzZ”
".......Ken?"
“…………zZzzZ”
I can hear his breathing sounds. He’s already fallen asleep *Sweats*
"Uu....."
".............zzZZZ"
“You breathe ...... it is tickling me….. Stupid Ken…..”
“……….zzZzz *Smiles*”
Really.....
“………..*Smiles*”
You're hopeless... Ken.
**********************
*Knock Knocks*
“……………………….”
*Knock Knocks*
“………C…omi…ng”
*Knocks*
*Cracks*
“……….S-sorry to keep you waiting, D *Smiles*”
A tall man with large bone shape answered the door while pushing a few books out of his legs with some data paper falling all over the floor.
I'm still wondering if people can really live in a place like this.
“It’s okay, professor”
“…….C-com’on in. Don’t just stand there *Smiles*”
“Yes.”
*Close*
*Wrooom*
I pick his books up along the way into his house, clean the floor and start cooking after setting all his clothes into the washing-machine.
“…………………..”
This man I’m visiting now is my university’s professor – Heido.
I’m visiting his house every day since when I’m still in University; Cleaning, cooking, everything after found him lying down on the floor when visiting him after a few days of absence from school. His wife left him a month before that incident and his house was filled with books and data. So I assume that he’ll die without me here. That’s the reason for me to come here and doing this…. Hm.. No, it should be the reason for me to start coming here, but it’s not anymore for now....
“S-sorry for causing you trouble every day, D”
“Don’t mention it.”
“It’s like I’ve been babysitting by my own student, haha… hahahahaha *Smiles*”
“That’s very correct”
“Eh!! That’s hurt, D! *Sweats*”
“I’m sorry.”
“Hmmm……”
Professor didn’t say anything but sitting on the floor staring at me. He isn't going to help me out, but this is a great help to me.He screwed everything I’ve done when he was trying to help out at first. That really did give me a shock.
“D ….. *Stares*”
Professor grab on his knees sitting on the floor and stare at me.
“The food is almost done so please bear with it”
“I don’t mean that *Stares*”
“Yes?”
“Hmmmmm…..”
Professor Heido stands up slowly walking toward me.
“I can handle this so please just stay still”
“….I know that you think of me as a bother *Sweats*”
“I assume that’s a yes”
“You’re cruel, D”
*Step Steps*
Professor come closer and stands behind my back while I’m still flying some fish for today’s breakfast.
“Don’t come too close or the oil might slip on you and get burned.”
“It doesn’t matter”
“Professor?”
“……I miss you, D”
*Hugs*
*Thumps*
“………….”
“…………..”
“…………”
“……….D?”
“Yes”
“Hmmmmm…..”
Professor let out a slight sigh on my back and it touches my skin….. It’s a little hot….
“I wonder why D doesn’t express his feeling out.”
“People can’t be too emotional”
“……D…. *Stares*”
“Yes?”
“The fish…. It’s burned….”
“………!”
I quickly turn the gas out and pull some water into the frying pan to avoid some burning but it’s already burned half of the fish so seem like it’s too late.
*Crack Cracks*
“What’re you doing, D?”
“Throwing it away”
“Arhh! Stop it! Don’t waste food!”
*Grabs*
He grabs my hand that’s holding the frying pan trying to pull the fish into the trash bag.
“But it’s already burned”
“It’s okay, I’ll eat it!”
“But….”
“Don’t throw it away, I’ll eat it”
*Hugs*
He hugs my back while holding my hand and whisper softly into my ear.
“People can't be too emotionless too *Kiss*”
*Thumps*
“Don’t kiss my neck…!”
“Hehe….You’re all red *Smiles*”
*Thumps*
“…………..!*Blush*”
“…………………..”
“………………….”
“……………..D?”
The reason for me to come here…. The reason for me to go through all this troubles is…
“……………Let eat”
“……Hehe… Okay *Smiles*”
*Kiss*
It might be ......
“…………………*Blush*”
.........Love
**********************
“Lemon~”
“Yes?”
I called out for the new waiter as soon as I stepped into the club. Blue said lemon is a runaway kid so he’s taking care of him ( I don’t really believe it actually ) But whatever! Uuuuu~!!! Lemon is so cute ~ !!!!!!
*Hugs*
“ Uwah!!”
I quickly give lemon a big hugs as a greeting while enjoying his surprised reaction. Pupupu~!!!! I bet he’s still a virgin~!!!!!
“S-Stop it…! Yui..!!”
“Muhehehe~ Lemon is all red *Smiles*”
“A-..Am not!!”
Lemon quickly pushes my hands out and face down while rejecting the fact that he’s shy. Uuuu~!!! He must be a natural talent one so that he can make this kind of face seducing me~!!!!!
*Knocks*
“Ouches!!!”
A heavy knock sound light up above my head while I was going to hug lemon again. Uuu~!!! It’s hurt!!!!!!
“Uuuu~!!!! Who did that!!!”
I grabs on my head with both of my hands and turn around searching for the villain.
“….. Blue *Sweats*”
“What do you think you’re doing? Yui? *Glares*”
Blue give me a dead glares from high above my head.
This really did give me a chill since he’s very tall and big *Sweats*
“Um… Building relationship with the new comer….? Tehehe ? *Smiles*”
I make a slight smile while a few sweats shedding down from my forehead. I’ve almost forgot that blue treats lemon as his princess and keeping him away from all the customers *Sweats*
“Better off your hands from this kid or else, yui. *Stares*”
Blue emphasize on the word “Else” and stares down to me.
“Puuu~!!!! Why can’t I play with lemon too!!!”
“Because of No”
“Lemon is not yours! Blue!!!!”
“He is when I said he is. Now step back.”
“Puuu~!!!! Blue is really mean!!! I don’t like you!!!”
I bite down my lip a little and stare at him
“Don’t like me, Please”
“Puuuu~!!!! I don’t even if you told me to!!!! *Bleh~*”
I spit my tongue out toward him and turn away going to catch my customer. Puu~!!! Who’ll fall in love with such a meanie! I wonder why he can’t treat me a little nicer! I’m a top seller in his club, too!
“Yui”
“Ummm?”
A voice called out to me and its D standing in front staring at me. Oh right! D treats me really nice, he’s like a brother to me!!
“D~!!!!! *Hugs*”
“Huh? What’s wrong, Yui?”
“UuuU~!! Blue is treating me bad again! *Cries*”
“It’s okay, don’t cry, Yui *Pats*”
D strokes on my hair and pats on my head slightly to comfort me. Uuu…. D is a really gentle man *Smiles*
“Isn’t it because of you that’s stupid, Yui *Stares*”
Ken’s voice pat through my back while I was holding D’s arm.
“Puuuu~!!! You’re the one who’s stupid! Stupid Ken!!”
“Yeah yeah, stupid always like to call other stupid”
“What!? Puuuu~!!!! Don’t talk like you never called me stupid, Ken!!”
“That’s because you’re really stupid, Yui *Sweats*”
“What!?”
“Okay okay, stop it, you two”
D grabs on my shoulder and stares at Ken to stop both of us from fighting each other.
“Yeah yeah”
Ken closes his eyes walk through me to the inside of the club. It’s always like that; he’ll stop fighting with me when D tells him so. I know that I shouldn’t feel it like this toward D since he’s been very kind to me…. But… But maybe it’s because of his kindness that leads me to this kind of thought. D is a reliable person, nice kind and strong….. It’s not weird that Ken likes him more than me…. Since they know each other for a long times, of course it’ll turn out like that……
…………I am nothing like him at all…….
*Thumps*
“What’s wrong, Yui?”
D pats on my shoulder look at me with worried eyes.
“Umm… I’m fine *Smiles*”
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah! Hehehe *Smiles*”
I smile and waves at him running back to the counter waiting for my clients to come and order.I can’t stop myself from thinking about that stupid thing between D and Ken even though D is so kind to me. I hate myself……
********************
Its 4am in the morning after the club closed.
*Shivers*
Its a little cold since winter is not so far away.
*Step steps*
I’m walking down through backdoor’s alley on my way going home.
“………Yui”
*Startles*
A dark shadow hiding at the end of alley staring at me
“Ken?”
“……..Yeah”
Ken stand out stepping close to me and I could barely see his face since its dark in winter’s morning.
“What’s wrong, Ken?”
“……Nothing”
“Huh? So why did you call my name just now?”
“For fun”
“What!? Puuuu!? Do you mean my name is funny!?”
“How does it turn out like that?”
“It is like that!!!! Puuu!!!!!!”
“……..*Sigh*”
Ken let a small sigh out and lifts his right hand up toward me
*Startles*
*Strokes*
*Thumps*
“W-What are you doing….!?”
“Stroking your hair”
“I know that but why…!?”
“……Only the stupid one like to ask why”
“I am not stupid, Uuuuu~!!!!!”
“………….*Smiles*”
“………..!?”
Ken let out a small smile on his face looking at me
“W-what are you looking at?”
“………Let’s go home”
*Thumps*
Ken slip his hand that’s on my head down, grabs my shoulder and push me walking aside him.
“…………….!!!!”
“And don’t ask me why, Yui. *Sweats*”
“……..I won’t…. Stupid Ken”
“……….*Smiles*”
“……………..*Blush*”
Ken’s hand is warm on my shoulder and weirdly I don’t feel cold anymore.
*Thumps*
We slow our step down fitting with each other’s paces and reached the apartment without any conversation along the way back.
“……………….”
“………………”
*Opens*
I step into the house after unlocking the door.
“……………..”
I saw Ken staring at me when I turn back looking at him.
“……………..”
“……………..”
He didn’t talk or anything but standing there staring at me. This is somehow awkward…. My heart is pounding hard but I couldn’t get my eyes off from him.
“…….What are you starting at me for, Yui?”
“Huh!? Y-You are the one who’s staring at me, Ken!!”
“No, you are, Yui”
“Puuuu~!!! It’s you, you!!”
“The one saying you is the one who started it”
“Uuuuu~!!!!”
I’m sure that he’s the one who stars at me first but I don’t know how to reject it since I stared at him, too…..
*Thumps*
Oh no….. I can’t think of anything…..!!!! *Blush*
“………..Yui?”
“H-Huh!?”
“What’s wrong?”
“N-Nothing”
“………………….”
“………………...”
We left our conversation empty after that. I think we’ve been spending over half an hour standing here.
*Thumps*
How can I get my foot inside if it continues like this? Maybe I should lead the conversation to an end…? But…. It’s a rare chance that Ken wastes his time standing here with me. What should I do……?
*Thumps*
“…………….Good night”
*Startles*
Ken strokes on my hair again and turn back to his room that’s opposite to mine. He’s going inside but I haven’t replied him yet….! What should I do what should I do??
*Opens*
*Grabs*
I throw both of my hands out and grabs on his arm.
*Thumps*
He shakes his body a bit from shocking and turn to look at me with his common emotion.
“……………………..”
“……………………..”
He didn’t ask me any question and I didn’t let any voice out, too.
*Thumps*
I look down a little to calm down, take a deep breath and turn up to him
“……………………..”
“……Good night…..”
“……………………..”
“……………………..”
“…………….*Smiles*”
*Startles*
Ken smiles at me once again after giving me a kiss on my forehead and close his door without saying anything.
“………………..!!!!!!!”
*Thumps*
I stand there awhile slowing my heartbeat and breath down.
*Thumps*
“…………………………”
“………………”
“…………”
*Blush*
“…………………!!”
Stop it stop pounding so fast stupid yui!!!!!Uuuuuu~!!! It was just slight touch between lip and skin so what am I so embarrassed about? It’s not like I’ve never kissed anyone before!!!!!!
*Thumps*
Oh gosh……
*Thumps*
I thought I was going to have a heart-attack or something….!!!! Stupid Ken…..!!!!
************
*Chirp Chirps*
“………..Uuuuu~*yawn*”
I slowly get up from my bed after a small yawn from sleepiness.
My eyes are little aches since it’s swelling because of lacking sleep. That remind me that I didn’t get a good sleep yesterday…..
*Thumps*
Ahhhhhhh…..!!!!!!!! That’s right!!!! Uuuuu~!!!!!! Ken kissed me yesterday, that’s why!!!!!!
*Blush*
*Ping Pong Ping Pong*
*Startles*
The door bell rang while I was covering my face with pillow running around the house.
*Opens*
“….Yes?”
I stop my step from running and unlock the door greeting the person that’s ringing the bell.
“Good morning, Yui”
“Oh, D! Uuuu~!!! Good morning! *Smiles*”
I give D a big smile with both of my hands still holding that pillow.
“You just got up, Yui? I thought you were always the morning bird”
“Eh? Ahhhh!!! It’s already passed noon!!!”
I opened my eyes with surprise after seeing the wall clock’s pin pointing to number 1 and 45
“Rare thing does happen once in awhile *Smiles*”
D teased me with his word and smiled lightly.
It’s rare for me to oversleep but it’s normal since my heart beats none-stop yesterday!! Puuuu~!!! But how can I explain this to D, he’ll surely laughs out loud!!!!
*Blush*
“What’s wrong, Yui?”
“Um?! N-Nothing….”
I shake my head hardly to avoid him seeing my red blushing face
“I see”
D accepted my answer and continues with his phrase
“So can you go and wake Ken up for me, Yui? I knocked his door for awhile now and he didn’t reply nor any moves from his bed”
“Huh? Really? But it’s already 2pm now and he should be awaking”
“I thought so too, but it’s not weird for Ken to sleep more than he used to. Yui did sleep late, too. Today *Smiles*”
D makes a slight smile again staring at me.
“P…Puuuu~!!! I am not like him!!!!”
I bite down my lip a little making frowny face back to him.
D didn’t say anything else but smiling at me and show his hand out to Ken’s door telling me to open it.
I took my house key out and pick one to unlock Ken’s door.
He gives me a copy of it since I broke his door twice in other to wake him up.
*Opens*
“It’s open now, D”
I grab and hold the door telling D to go inside.
“Can you wake him up, Yui? Because I don’t think he’ll move even if I go inside.”
“Uuuu…. Okay”
I bend my eyebrows together for awhile and go inside as what D has told.
I still don’t know how to face him since yesterday and now I need to go wake him up again??
*Thumps*
But at least, I don’t want D to go instead…..
*Grabs*
“WAKE UP~!!!! Ken~!!!!!”
I grab his blanket out and raise my voice up on his body that’s sleeping like dead.
“Ummmm…..”
“KEN!!!! Puuuu~!!!! Get up!!!!”
He didn’t make any moves as I predicted and so I’ll just have to claim up on him as usual. Although I’m a bit nervous today *Sweats*
Okay…. Breathe slowly…. Just act like what you’ve done every day, Yui!!!
Here we go, One…. Two…..!
“I’m up”
*Startles*
Ken suddenly got up while I was preparing my stand to claim up on him
“I-…I see”
I step back a few steps from surprise since this is the first time seeing him getting up so sudden.
“………………..”
“………………..”
I didn’t manage to look at his face since I’ll remember what happened yesterday.
The room filled with silent without any voice. Uuuuu….Now this is really making me nervous….
I just need to acts normal, why can’t I do that!!!!!
“……….Morning, Yui”
*Thumps*
Ken put his legs down from his bed, standing up facing to me
“U-Uuuu…. Um…. Good morning….”
I replied with my head facing down to the floor.
What’s wrong with me? It was just a slight kiss, what am I so into about?!
*Step Steps*
I can see Ken’s feet that’s stepping in front of me
*Thumps*
“…..Yui”
“…………!!”
I close my eyes tightly without any replies. What should I do, I don’t know what and how to face with him!!!! Uuuu~!!!!!!
“…….You’re up, Ken?”
*Thumps*
D’s voice light up from the living room coming through bedroom’s door that’s wide open.
“Yeah, whatzup, D”
*Thumps*
Ken passed through me toward D that’s standing in the middle of living-room
“I thought it’ll cost Yui a little times as well to wake you up, but this is fast”
“…..Yeah yeah, so what do you want, D?”
“Oh right, I just received a call from our old university’s classmate and they want to held a class reunion party, do you want to join?”
“Are you serious, D? *Sweats*”
“Yea-….....”
“………..Ah”
“And…….”
“But……”
*Thumps*
I didn’t know what to react since it’s too sudden but I was going to talk with Ken after I’m calmed down.
Ken was going to talk with me and I should have been able to answer back and keep this conversation alive if D didn’t come across the conversation……
*Thumps*
W-What am I thinking……?! Uuuuu….. D is the one who asked me to come and wake Ken up…… How can I think about him in that way though he was so nice to me?
*Thumps*
I’m so horrible….. I hate this, I don’t like it……..!
“…………Um”
I bite my lip down again trying to hold down this stupid feeling and turn back walking away.
“Yui”
*Jolt*
D called my name with his hand grabbing on my shoulder and look at me with worried eyes.
“What’s wrong, Yui?”
“Uuuuu….I-I’m fine….I-I’m just going back to my room since I’ve done your favor for waking Ken up”
I let out a bitter smile and start my step again.
Sorry, D. I don’t deserve for your care……
“Yui!”
*Thumps*
Ken push D’s hand off from my shoulder and pull me in to him.
“……………!!!”
“……………….”
*Stares*
Ken stop his moves and stares at me
“W-What? Ken?”
“Lunch”
“Huh??”
“………Let’s go having lunch, Yui”
“Eh?!”
“Let’s go”
“Eeeeeeh?!”
Ken cross a T-shirt on and pull my hand out from his house
“Ken! You haven’t answered my question yet!”
D called out to Ken from the inside of the house and Ken didn’t stop his steps with his hand pulling mine.
“I’ll think about it”
“Ken!”
“…………….”
D didn’t follow us out from the apartment and we didn’t stop too.
*Thumps*
“………Where are we going, Ken….?”
I started my question after Ken slowed his speed down a little.
“Lunch”
“Eh??”
“You don’t look so good, that’s why”
Ken replied without turning back facing me.
“But Ken….”
“……………”
“…………..”
“…..What”
Ken slowly stopped his step with his back at me
“Uuuu………… Can I go back home first?”
“……………”
“……………”
“You don’t want to go with me, Yui?”
*Thumps*
“…………….?!”
Ken tightens his grip on my hand asking with his voice shakes a little.
“U-Uuuu….! It’s not like that, Ken!”
“Then what? I never see you rejected D every time he asked you to do anything”
*Thumps*
“………Eh?”
“……………..”
“……………..”
“………….Ken?”
“….It’s okay if you don’t want to go. I’ll be going alone”
*Thumps*
“……….Ummmm!! Ken?!”
What is wrong with him, Uuuu….!
“I’m fine alone”
He releases my hand and lifts his leg up stepping forward the front
“………NO!! Ken!!”
*Grabs*
I grabs on his elbow pulling him to face to me
“Puuu~!!! Stupid!!! Of course I want to go with you!!!!!!”
“……….Hah?!”
Ken opened up his eyes with shock and look at me
“Look!!!!! I’m still in my Pajama!!!! Uuuuu!!!!!!!”
I yelled at him with my face burned with shame while everyone around staring at us.
“So that’s why….? You really want to go with me, Yui…?”
“I want to go I want to go!!!!! How many times do you want me to say!!!!? Stupid!!!!”
“Yui!!”
*Grips*
*Startles*
“……….Y-… Yes?”
“Cute”
*Thumps*
“……………Huh??!”
Ken hold on both of my shoulder look at me and continue his words.
“It’s cute!”
“…..E-Eh??!”
W-what is he thinking suddenly saying this kind of thing out so loud!!!! It’s embarrassing puuuuu~!!!!!!!!!
*Blush*
“Pajama, it’s cute!”
“……WHAT?”
“Seriously, it’s cute. Yui!”
“That’s not the point!!!!! Uuuuu!!!!! Stupid Ken!!! Idoit!!!!”
I yelled at him with anger and glares at him with all my strength
“What are you angry about? I mean it, really”
Ken bend his eyebrows together with his face close to mine that I can feel his breathe on my face
*Blush*
“I don’t care! I want to go back and change!! Uuuu!!!”
“But it’s far from here to apartment”
“Huh?”
“It’s cute, so you don’t have to change, so I don’t have to walk”
“WHAT!!!!? So that’s your reason!!!!!! Puuuuu!!!! You idiot!!!”
I grabs on his hand that’s on my shoulder and bite it with all my might
Uuuuu~!!!!! You asked for that!!!!!! Ken!!!!!!!!!
“….Ouch ouches!! That’s hurt, Yui *Sweats*”
“It should be!!!!!!! Puuuu~!!!!!! Stupid lazy worm!!!!!!”
“….. Alright alight. It’s okay then if you want to go back, Yui”
Ken gets his hands off from my shoulders and change his face to the usual one
“Okay then I’ll go and change”
“Okay”
Ken replied and grabs on my hand pulling it toward to the restaurant in front of us.
“Wait…., Ken?? I said I’ll go changing”
“Yeah”
“Ehhh!? Neeee~!!!! Let go!! Let go of my hand Ken!!!!!”
“Yeah”
“I said I WILL GO CHANGING, KEN!!!!!!!!!”
“……Yeah, after lunch *Sweats*”
“Yiiiiiiii~!!!!!!!!”
“……………………..”
“………KEN!!!!!!!!!”
“……………………..”
Ken keeps pulling my hand and walk into the restaurant without turning back.
Puuuuuu~!!!!!!
I guess….. I’ll seriously have to wear pajama for lunch today…… *Cries*
*************
*Opens*
“…………”
I open the door walking into the club while everyone isn’t looking at me. It’s 10minutes before opening and the other staffs are getting themselves preparing for the customers.
“Ken”
D walks out from the inside with his working suit toward me.
D always came to the club before the working time getting all the things in hand since he’s the manager here.
His working attitude is really good, or maybe too good *Sweats*
“What?”
I stop my step to give him a reply before he starts to grumble about everything again.
“How many times do I have to tell you to come here 30 minutes before the work start?”
D put both of his hands into his pocket and stares at me.
Oh man…. I wonder what will happen if he doesn’t talk about this a day. *Sweats*
“Yeah yeah”
“Don’t just yeah with me, Ken. *Stares*”
“Okay okay”
“That too”
“…….*Sweats*”
So how should I reply to him? Well, it doesn’t matter anyways *Sweats*
“And what about the thing I asked you this morning, Ken?”
D gathers his word and start to ask me question once again.
“What?”
“I just know it.”
D let a small sigh out to continue with his word
“I told you that our old university’s friends want to hold a reunion party so do you want to join?”
D finished his question and look at me waiting for the reply. This was the question he asked me in the morning while I was with Yui.
I didn’t pay attention at it that time so that’s why I forgot. It’s not like I always do forgetting things. *Sweats*
“…………………”
“Ken, you heard me?”
“Yeah”
“So what’s it? Are you going?”
“Maybe?”
“Don’t maybe with me, Ken”
“Perhaps”
“This doesn’t make any changes to the answer, Ken *Stares*”
D bend his eyebrow in together and stares at me, this is almost a glare.
How can I say I don’t want to go? He’ll probably ask me why why and why and it’ll be none-stop when he got into it. *Sweats*
“5 minutes before the club open!”
A staff’s voice called out mentioning the time we’ll be working.
I never felt it this way before but hey thanks, dude! You saved me.
“I’ll think about it”
“You said that this morning, too, Ken!”
“I’ll REALLY think about it *Sweats*”
I waves at him and open the changing room’s door.
He’ll surely come and ask me again later so I should think about what to answer him later.
Hmmm…. How about “Maybe I’ll think about it and perhaps I’ll go if I want to”?
………………….
…………………
…………He’ll kill me *Sweats*
“Ken, you’re in!”
My client has come and I need to get to her now. But I haven’t done wearing my suit yet……
Our club’s rule is to wear at least one necktie on even without suit.
But nah, it won’t die even if I went out like this.
“I’m going now”
I roughly cross the necktie together and walk out to my client.
“……Ken!”
Yui’s voice pats through my back when I was going to walk out.
“……….What?”
“Uuuuuu~!! You haven’t tied up your necktie yet, stupid head!”
Yui walk across the crowd to me putting his hand up to tie it.
“D will scold you if he found out! Puuuu~!!!!”
“Whatever”
He has already schooled me and will scold again after found out that I’m not planning to go with him on that meeting day anyways *Sweats*
“Alright, all set! *Smiles*”
*Thumps*
“……..Thanks”
Wait…. What was that *thumps* just now??
My heart pounded from Yui’s smile?
Impossible impossible, you must be kidding me.
I’d rather save this energy from thumping for something else if I could *Sweats*
“Uuu… Ken? What’s wrong?”
“Nothing”
Yui looks at me with worried eyes and accepted my answer.
“Uuuuu~ I’m going then, tie it yourself next time, okay!”
“Yeah yeah”
I nod-down a little and Yui runs out to his client.
Yui is always so bright and cheerful; I wonder where did he get that energy from?
………Uuuuu~ *Smiles*
*Thumps*
My heard pounded again after seeing Yui smiled to his customer.
N-Not again…..! Ah…. This is really wasting my energy.
I’ve already wasted a lot of energies from pounding while eating lunch with him this morning and I couldn’t gather the calories very well from food, too. Such a waste *Sweats*
“Ken, what’re you doing here?”
“………..Nothing”
Owner of the club; Blue came and pat me on the back.
I make a quick reply and nod down to him.
“Go and work if you’re free”
Owner exhales smokes out from his mouth and chase me away.
What’s wrong with him today; Sounds irritating.
I’d better stay still today for my own good, ah…. glad that Yui did tie the necktie for me or who know what owner will do to me when he found out.
You know that he’s scary even when he’s not angry *Sweats*
“Okay”
I walk away as he told and go meet with my client.
Blue sit down at the sofa after that without saying anything.
Uwah…. He’s free himself, isn’t he *Sweats*
“Ken~ you’ve finally came!”
“Hello Lisa *Smiles*”
I lighten up my smile while grabbing the food menu in the hand preparing to call for something.
It’s the calorie saving up time!
“Ehhh~ You’re eating from the start, Ken?”
Lisa makes a frown face and stares at me.
“Yeah”
“You should sometime do something else with me aside of eating, Ken!”
“What else should I do with you?”
“Geez Ken you’re really mean!!!”
“But you love me, don’t you *Smile*”
The day has came to an end one again after all of my hard works.
Oww.... I'm really tired.
Ken: "Yawn~"
I let out a wide yawn while waiting for Yui outside of the club door in the alley.It's kinda late for him to stay this long in the club, isn't he supposed to come out around now? I'm sleepy *Sweats*
Yui: "Okay!!! I got it!!! I'll help you!!!!"
Yui opened the door and walks out while turning back talking to a person behind the club door.
D: "Thank you, Yui. You're always a big help to me *Smiles*"
This voice.... It's no mistake, he must be D.
All of my hard work running away from D while working will become dust if I let him see me now,
so I keep my voice down and watches them from the backside near the door.
Yui: "It's okay,D! Everything you asked will be my favor! Uuuu~ *Smiles*"
Yui light up his smile as usual..... To D *Sweats*
Once in awhile I'd hope he'll only light his smile up when he's facing to me....
*Thumps*
Wait, what am I thinking? I must be outta my mind.
I'm lacking out of calories that must be the reason.
I wouldn't work hard anymore, I swear *Sweats*
D: "It's already 3am but if it's okay with you, why don't we go and have dinner together? Yui."
Yui: "Uuuuuu~!!!!! Sounds great!!!! But it's breakfast, right? Heheheheh~!!"
D: "Yeah *Smiles*"
W-What? Isn't this too abnormal?
It's 3am, and they just got out from work.
Aren't they tired? Or they're just getting weird?
Normally breakfast should be eaten around 1pm, right?
Ahh.... This frustrating feeling is getting me sick. *Sweats*
Ken: "Yui"
I stepped out toward Yui and I don't know why I do so.
Yui: "Huh? Ken? Why are you still here?"
Why am I here? Aren't we goes back home together everyday? Why does he ask?
*Ruffles*
Ken: "I was....Just forgetting some of my stuffs.."
Yui: "Oh? I didn't know you have ever took anything with you to work? Uuu?"
Ken: "That's because you're stupid, Yui"
It's an obvious lie, I was waiting for you, what an idoit you are, Yui *Sweats*
Yui: "Puuuuu~!!!! Why are you calling me stupid! You're stupid!! Lazy Ken!!!"
Yui bend his eyebrows in as usual and shout at me
Ken: "Oh com'on, it's 3am, Yui. *Sweats*"
I cover both of my ears with my hands and sigh.
Yui: "Uuuuu~!!! I-it's all because of you, stupid!!"
Yui lower his voice down like whispering and glares at me.
It's kinda cute so I let out a slight smile on my face.He's really stupid. *Laughs*
D: "Ken, I'm glad you're here. I couldn't find you anywhere and I want to know about the answer of going to the reunion party."
Ahh... Here it comes, I'm so gonna die this time. *Sweats*
Ken: "Umm.... Maybe... I'd join *Sweats*"
D: "I told you don't maybe with me! You'll never go with this excuse, Ken!"
D raise his voice up a little with his hand crosses on each other telling me that he's getting tired of this. And I'm tired too *Sweats*
Yui: "Yeah, Ken is always like this, never be cleared with his answer, Puuu~!!"
Ken: "Like you're better than me, Yui *Sweats*"
I drop my hands that are covering my ears down and stares at Yui.
Yui: "Puuu~!!! You should go since it's rare, Ken!"
D: "That's the reason I want you to join, too. Ken"
Ken: "Dah, I don't care"
D: "Ken, you should hang out once in awhile and change that attitude of your"
D drop his emotion down showing how much anger he's bearing.
I want no trouble with him, that should be what I've got on my mind. But I don't know why, I'm so not happy seeing him today.
Ken: "So what's it bug you, D?"
I keep my speech while knowing D is really getting frustrated.
Yui: "What are you saying, Ken? D is saying these because he care about you! Stupid!!"
Yui grabs on his fist and bend his eyebrows to me. I know that Yui is always on his side. And he's right, D is doing this for me but like I asked him to?He's grabbing his fist because of him....
It's really..... irritating me.....
Things are getting worse. I want to get out of here before I couldn't control over myself.
Ken: "I'm going to back"
Yui: "Ken! Wait!"
I turns around walks out without looking at them.
D: ".............Ken"
Yui: "I'll follow him, don't worry! D. I'm so sorry for him!!"
I could hear Yui's voice and his footsteps toward me but I didn't slow down my pace or any moves like I care about him.
Yui: "Ken!! Wait!! What's wrong!!"
Ken: "..............."
I keep ignores him and walk like there's only me on the street.
Yui: "Ken!!!! What's getting on you!!!!"
Yui grabs on my shoulders from the back and forces me to face him.
I could see his face clearly under the moon light, it's full of worried in both of his eyes.
Ken: "I'm fine.."
Yui: "You're not fine, Ken! What's wrong, tell me! Anything is fine... Uuuuu.... What's wrong with you, Ken..."
Ken: ".............."
Yui face down and stronger his grabs on my shoulders.
Yui: "What happened....Ken... Uuuuu...."
I really did make him upset, that's what I can tell.
Ken: ".....Sorry"
Yui: "I-I'm not angry, Ken!! Don't apologize when you're looking so down, I'm afraid of it.... "
*Thumps*
Yui look at me in both of his eyes that are rolling in tears like it's going to fall down now at any minutes.
Ken:" afraid of what..?"
I don't know why but my heart just couldn't stop its stupid pounding... I'm waiting for his answer while he wide opened up his eyes toward my question.
Yui:"......"
Ken:"......"
Yui:" I'm afraid of it....."
Ken:"......."
*Thumps*
Yui:" I'm afraid that you're sad....Ken... I don't want you in pain....Just tell me.... I'll share it.... Your sadness....
Let me do..... *Drips*"
Ken:"........Yui"
Yui cried out a little, just a single drip of his tear on my hand and my chest hurts badly like it's going to break.
Yui"........."
He said nothing after that so I shut my mouth up staring back to him.
What is this kind of feeling... Like it's something warming up from the inside of me. It feels, weird but..... nice....
I couldn't hold it on and pushes Yui into my arms.
Yui:".....K,Ken...!?"
Ken:"..............."
I don't know why.... But I want him into me so badly
Yui:"......Ken..."
I keeps hold him in my arms, without saying anything.
It feels so hot inside me, I couldn't think of anything else. I just want to feel him in my arms, his warmth, his breathe, his hair, his skin, his smell.... Everything is just so perfect.....
*Thumps*
Ken:"......!"
Yui cover his hands back on my back like he's accepting me into him.
I could feel his shakes from embarrassment...He's so cute, this really .... isn't good....
Ken:"......Yui"
I stronger my strength on Yui and pushes his face on my chest.
Yui breathes warmly, so I slow down my breathes trying to keep our pace together.
Ken:" I......."
Yui:"....Huh?"
I know it... from a long times ago.....
*Hugs*
Yui:"K-Ken....?"
I closed my eyes, thinking about those time we've been spending together.
Yui.... His smiling face, his voice, his smell, everything of him attracted me...I know... From along long times ago.... I've been in love with him.....
Ken:"Yui....."
Yui:".....Yes.. Ken?"
Yui left out a slight voice on my chest, it's making my heart pounds more and more.
Ken:"Yui... You know..."
Yui"Yes..?"
Ken:"I.... I have got something to confess"
*Thumps*
Yui:" Y-Yes.. Please... Uuu..."
Ken:" There .... There is a person who.... Lo- .... L-Love .... You...."
*Thumps*
Yui:"....Huh!?"
Ken:"Well, You know? It's just a maybe *Blush*"
Yui:"......So W- Who might be.... ? *Blush*"
Ken:"He is....."
Yui:"......Yes...?"
*Thumps*
Ken:"My ...... My friend ..... *Sweats*"
Yui:"HAH!?"
Ken:"My friend, yes... just might be, I told you so *Sweats*"
Yui:"......Uuuu *Sweats*"
Ken:"W-well... He just asked me to ask you.... If you might if a "man" is in love with you... O-of course it's disgusting... Ha..hahaha....*Sweats*"
And I'm that disgusting one... I mean... *Cries*
Oh shit, shit ..... I'm so un-cool *Sweats*
Yui:"Stupid....."
Ken:"......!?"
Yui pulls my collar down on him in a flash without any preparation of mine and something softly warm stick on my lip.... This is.....!
*Kiss*
Ken:"........!!!!!"
*Thumps*
Yui:"It's too obvious that he's you.........."
*Thumps*
W-What!? He... He just kissed me..... *Thumps*
Ken:"Y-Yui... How did you.....?! *Thumps*"
Yui:"Stupid.... Ken....You never did any friends, idoit"
Ken:"..........*Thumps*"
And that's how he found out....... ? Seriously it's kinda irritating ....
But yeah.... It's irritating me more because that is true *Sweats*
*Hugs*
Ken:"Okay.... Just this time....You win"
Yui:"Huh...?"
Ken:"Just this time, I admit that I'm stupid...."
I slowly pushed my lip on him and concentrate on it.
*Kiss*
Ken:"Because it's true that I love you....Yui"
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