*Rustle*
A strong wind flows from the river’s side straight toward to the place that I’m sitting.
It’s already half-pass-twelve in the mid-night, so why am I sitting here alone under the street-lamp? Do I look sad? God, I dare you’re brave enough to even look at my face right now.
It’s not raining, yes. But the ground that I’m facing now is already wet by my tears drop. I’m a man, I shouldn’t drip my tear out easily, yes I know. But what else could I do?
It’s just like nothing is going right in my life anymore. Maybe I should just throw myself in this large-deep river so no one will ever have to see me anymore. Will anyone get upset without me? I think no… or maybe there is someone? I don’t get it anymore…. *cries*
What is this depressing starting for the story? The reason is that I just got dumped. By my new manager- I endow my promoting chances to her and she dumped me. Yes, of course I’ve lost my job after that. My mom said it’s because of me, I’m such a useless son and my father is really ashamed by that. Well, I lost my love, work and pride. So can things even get worst?
“Fire…!” and that’s how my apartment got burned to dust. I’ve borrowed a lot of money to own that apartment, I thought of propose her afterward and we can work to clean the dept together. And now what? I’m totally screwed….
I know that life is struggle but this is just way too much. Am I pessimistic? Yes? No? God I just want to die right now….!
“Woh woh hold it young man!”
As when I’m lifting my body up on the railing to jump down into the river, a strong voice within the powerful grip on my arm pulls me back to the sidewalk.
“Ouch!!”
“Ow… you alright?”
The voice’s owner call out to me while his big-heavy body is pressing down on me
“Let go of me!”
I glance at him with anger as my hands pushing him out.
“Oh no, you don’t!”
“What the!?”
The man holds down my arm and presses my body down with his body weight.
“You’re going to jump down again huh? I can’t let you do that”
“It’s none of your business old man!”
“Yes but you’re still young, you shouldn’t kill yourself because of some short silly thinking”
“What!? What do I look like to you? A brat? I’m already old enough to think and choose what is right and wrong myself!”
“So killing yourself is a right choice?”
“…..!”
“See? It’s not”
“…..”
“Kid?”
“Then what else could I do? *Drips*”
It’s so shameful to cry in front of an old man who I don’t even know, but I don’t care anymore! I don’t have anymore room in my brain to think before acting!
“Woh… What’s wrong? Take it easy young man!”
“What do you know! Who do you think you are to butt in my business!”
“You’re right, but ya’know. If you want, I can help by listening to your story.”
“I don’t need it”
“If you don’t, you won’t be crying”
The man wipes away my tear and gives me a gentle smile. It’s the gentlest smile I’ve never seen from a stranger, it feels so warmth like he’s really going to help me out with everything.
“….It’s heavy”
I roll my eyes down as to tell him that I gave up. He seems to understand and quick getting off from my body.
“Com’on”
“…..”
He bends down and gives me his hand to lift me up. His hands are big and warm, I feel like the depressing feeling is disappearing as his hands that are holding me. It’s like he’s telling me that he’s here to take over all of my stress or something.
I start to blabs out the whole story start from the girl till the apartment. I look at him as to tell him that I’m really losing.
“That’s it?”
“Huh??”
“That’s all the problems you’ve got?”
“What?? That’s not enough!?”
“Umm… Well, yeah that’s hard but you know, life is more than that, life is not only struggle but sometimes you need to bear with everything. Beside of thinking about how to die, why don’t we think about something more optimism?”
Is he serious or what? How can a person be optimism over these problems?! It’s not his problem so yeah he’s cool, I should have known that! I’m such an idiot to think that he really understands me…
“Don’t give me a sad look like I don’t get your point, kid”
“Well you don’t”
“I do”
“Like what? How can I be optimism about my apartment? Like wow I got free dust or something?”
“You still got the land”
“But I owe a lot of bills for this”
“Then work to pay it”
“And where should I live?”
“With me *Smile*”
“What!?”
Is he insane?! What does he think he’s saying!?
“Don’t give me a [you’re crazy] looking face”
“It’s [Insane]”
“Well whatever but I meant it, you’re welcome to live with me if you don’t has anyplace to go”
“I don’t trust you”
“What? Like I’m gonna attack you in the night or something?”
“I A GUY!”
“Hahahaha….!! I was just kidding! Don’t get so intense, kid.”
“It’s not funny”
“So what do you not trusting me for? You don’t has any money for me to rob beside bills”
“…….”
He’s right, it’s no point for him to fraud me into his house. I guess he’s just simply wanted to help?
“If you need money, you can work for me”
“Huh..?”
“Actually I own a Host club, you’ve got a nice face, haven’t you? *Grins*”
Now that’s the true reason *sweats*
A Host club owner huh? Yeah, for a closer look, this guy is really handsome. It’s weird for a man to compliment another right? But He does look like “Host” since he’s wearing a colorful suit with his nice body.
*Blush*
W-what am I thinking?! I’m out of my mind!
“So, Deal? Or not deal?”
“….Alright”
Since I don’t have anyplace to move on, I guess this is my only choice. Being a host is not such a bad job neither; at least it’s a high-paid job. Guess I really can manage my way out from this damn situation?
**
“Here’s the wine you’ve ordered.”
“Thanks”
*Clatter clatters*
It’s already a week passed since I’ve got the job.
“Here’s the ordered food”
“Hey! Two bottles of Whiskey over here”
“Alright, be right there!”
I haven’t mentioned? Yes, I’m a Host (waiter) *Sweats*
Seriously I don’t get what’s that old man want, first up he said I’m good looking so he want me to work for his host club, and I thought it’s 100% sure that he want me to work as a host for him, but then he said I’m not enough condition to be a host.
It’s like he’s just tricking me for fun. Ah! I really want to punch him hard in the face and get out of here as soon as possible…! But honestly he treats me nicely here, I got to live in free-land and free food. And the salary as a waiter here is higher than the job I’ve got before. I think I’ll be able to pay off the bills within 1 year or 2 for sure.
“Kid, what’re you spacing out for?”
“….Nothing *Glares*”
Yes I was thinking about how to get out of here after I paid off my bills.
“What?”
“I said nothing”
“Hey where’s the Whiskey I’ve ordered!”
“Ah! Coming!!”
*Glance*
I turns to glance at the owner and dash to the ordering table
“Ow..!”
Something is stumbling my leg and breaks my balance
“Woh! Careful! Kid!”
*Grabs*
*Startles*
He grabs on my shoulders and hugs me into his arms, I can smell strong smokes odor mixing with his perfume smells. The smell is rough and gentle, it’s making me dizzy. I feel like giving up all of my strength into him arms..,
“…Kid?”
*Blush*
What am I doing!?
“I-I’m alright!”
*Thumps*
Wh-what the hack! What was that just now! I’m out of my mind or something!?
“Pay more attention or I’m gonna hug you tighter next time *Grins*”
“…!”
“Blushing? You’re cute *Smirks*”
“Stop fooling around damn it!”
“Hahahahhaha!!”
I turn away and left the loud laughing voice behind to finish my job for the day. If there’s another choice, hell I will keep staying here!
But, I’ve lost everything….
*smiles*
There’s nothing left …. For me
*Closed*
The club is closed and I’ve to do the clean up before I can sleep. Old man didn’t ask me to but I think it’s better for me to do some more, since he’s giving me a lot.
It’s a kind of paying back to him. Normally people will just choose the easiest way for themselves, but I couldn’t do that, guess that why my mom said I’m too naïve for the society….
*Cracks*
“Lemon you’re cleaning up again?”
“It’s Lamon!”
Old man pushed the door in and grins at me while teasing me with my name.
“Same same”
“No it’s not!”
“You’re always making the sour face, so it’s Lemon *Smirks*”
“Don’t change people’s name for fun”
“It’s for cute”
“Stop it or else *Stares*”
“Lemon is playing gangs on me”
“…….”
It’s just a waste of time talking with him while he doesn’t even has a brain to think *sweats*
“Lemon Lemon, are you ignoring me?”
“…….”
“Lemon”
“……..”
“L-E-M-O-N I spell lemon”
“…….. *Ruffle*”
“L-E-M-…”
“S-T-O-P stop!”
I was out of my patience and turn quickly to shout at him with all my might.
*Grabs*
*Startles*
He grabs my back and covers my mouth with his hand.
“Shush..! Don’t shout too loud, you’re bothering the neighborhoods”
“*&@#*@&#!!!!”
“What?”
“Y*@&!L!(#G!!”
“Huh? You need a hug?”
“N*@!#!!!!”
“Sure thing *Smirks*”
*Bites*
“Ouch!”
I bite his hand that’s covering my mouth and push him away when he starts to surround his hand around my back.
“W-what do you think you’re doing you perverted old man!”
He stares at his finger that’s bleeding and start to look at me.
“No one ever rejected my hugs before”
“Ha!? I’m a man what are you saying!”
“Man or woman, no one ever did”
He steps forward to me slowly and stare at me with a calm eyes.
“…!!”
I move backward and hit the wall with my back; he keeps coming closer and closer with the heavy foot-steps….
“….N-No!”
“Huh?”
I nod down my head hardly and close my eyes.
“….Puffs! Hahahahahah!!!”
“Huh?”
I open up my eyes and look at him; he’s laughing out loud with a usual face and pats on my head.
“What? You thought I was going to attack you? Hahahahaha!!!”
*Blush*
T-that’s what I thought…. So… so what!!!?
So he was just teasing me? what am I being so serious for!!!
“umm yes, I was going to attack you”
He lean down around my ear and whisper softly
“S-Stop it!!”
I push him away and grab my ear quickly as if this man really will attack me.
“…..Okay, I’m stopping *Grins*”
He raises his hands both into the air and grin at me, oh
God I hate his grinning-face, it’s like he know what I’m thinking and still playing fool with me!
*Goosebumps*
“I-I’m going to sleep!”
I quickly run into my room and lock the door. It’s the safest place for me to hide away from him. I’ve gotta be more careful from now on! Maybe he’ll attack me to change his mood one day, who knows!
Part II
***
“Give me some carrot and pepper”
“Here ya’go sir”
“Thanks!”
“….. *Stares*”
“What? *Grins*”
“What do you think you’re doing, Old man?”
“Shopping, what else?”
“I know that! But why do I have to come out with you?”
“For carrying stuff but since its Sunday, just take it as a date, I won’t mind *Grins*”
“…… *Glares*”
It’s Sunday in the morning and this old man just forced me out to go shopping with him. I was planning to make a distance away from him since “That” kind of awkward thing happened yesterday *sweats*
“Okay, it’s all prepared”
Old man lifts up the bags of ingredient for the club and grins at me.
“Then let’s go back”
“Woh! Don’t be so haste, I didn’t say we’re going back yet”
“What now?”
“Since we’ve done shopping, it’s time for us to go for our date, let’s start from eating lunch, shall we? *Grins*”
“I’m not hungry, let’s go back”
“Alright! There’s a nice roaster restaurant over there!”
“Huh!? Wa-Wait! I said wait!! Hey…!”
*Sigh~*
I should have known that this man will never waste his time listen to other’s words.
“What’s with the dead-sigh while we’re sitting in front of such a tasty looking foods?”
“I told you I’m not hungry”
“You should eat more, kid. you looks weak”
“Weak or not, it’s none of your business”
“Woh, when will you learn to respect me as a life saver?”
“What? Ha! Like I asked you to?”
“Geez…Stubborn little brat”
I glare at him as to tell him that he’s very annoying and turns to look aside.
“You know lemon, you should learn to appreciate life more”
“For the thousand times, it’s Lamon”
“See? Try to be more open-minded, it’s not like everything will go as the way you wanted”
“At least my name will”
“What’s wrong with lemon? Don’t you think it’s very cute?”
“Then name it to your son”
“You really don’t know how to be friendly, do you?”
“Only to you”
“Hahahaha..!! So it means that I’m the special one *Big-smile*”
“How did you manage to come out with that!?”
“Because I’m open-mined *Smiles*”
No, I think he’s just simply [Stupid]
“What are you staring at me for?”
“Nothing”
“Hmm… Don’t be so harsh, or you might lost something important”
Old man’s word cut straight to the deepest part inside of my heart.
“…..I don’t has anything to lost anymore *Smiles*”
I let out a slight smile on my face and turn away, my heart is aches, it was just a week ago when things turns to the worst ending in my life. Maybe it’d be better if he hadn’t pulled me back that night; I don’t have the value to live in this world….“…Lemon?”
“*Sigh* … Alright I give up”
“What?”
“Never mind”
“Lemon, Don’t be hard on yourself”
“…..”
“I’ve never tired to cheer anyone up so I don’t really know how to put this, but lemon, you know, I really hope you can live your life more lighter from now one since you’re with me”
“…Old man?”
I raise my face up from the table and look at him; he’s making a serious face without the usual silly grinning face.
“I’m here so you can lean on! *Grins*”
He light up a big smile and stroke on my hair, it remind me when the first time we met, and I thought that’s the gentlest smile I’ve ever seen. It relieves me.
*Smiles*
“So that’s how your smiling face looks like!”
“Huh?”
“You suit it, it’s very cute”
*Thumps*
“D-Don’t talk disgusting stuff with me!”
“You’re all red, hahahahhah!!”
“Stop it!”
“It’s funny”
“Stop!”
“hahahahah!! Alright I’m stopping”
“Don’t treat me like a girl! I’m a boy! I’m not cute!”
“So you want me to say you’re very handsome?”
“……! *Blush*”
“What? You really do? Hahahahah!! That’s just too cute!”
“Aah!!”
“Hahaha!! Okay okay I’m stopping, Com’on! Eat up!”
“…Fine!”
I grab the spoon and start to push the food into my mouth immediately. Old man takes a bite on the meat and shows me a delicious face, it’s kinda funny but the food is really good. Maybe he’s right; I should be more optimism to life.
*Smiles*
Part III
***
“Get up! Old man”
“Um…. Just five more minutes…”
“Didn’t I tell you yesterday that I’ll come to change your coverlid today!?”
“….zzzZ”
“Don’t play numb! Hey!!”
It’s already a few months passed since I’ve moved into this house with him (Old man), I first met him at the river side; He saved me while I was trying to throw myself into the river. I was really lost that time.
This man saved my life and leads me the hopes for living once again. Although he’s kinda weird (Annoying + Perverted) but he’s very kind and nice to me.
“Hey! I told you to get up!!!”
I shout out and try to push him off from his bed
“…Ah! Hey!!”
“Lemon sweetie~ *Hugs*”
He lifts up his hands and pulls me into his arms without even getting up from his bed.
Ahhh!! What a stupid action trying to push him off from his bed though I had always told myself to keep a distance from this dangerous man!!!!!
“Let go of me you pervert!!”
“…..zzzZ”
“Hey! I said let go!!”
I know that it’s useless to try to get rid of this man while he’s hanging 6 abs on his stomach *Sweats*
But hey I will never give up! I need to get out of here quick or he might do something “Terror” on me!
“Let go!!!”
“Wa.. What a nice pillow I’m having here”
“What! I’m not your stupid pillow! Get off!”
*Hugs*
I just know it! He’ll never listen to what I said!!!
*Kicks*
“…..!”
“You asked for that! Old man!”
“….*Glares*”
“W-what!? You’re the one to blame!”
Old man stares at me with a calm face, that kick was within the entire straight inside me and it isn’t causing any affect on him!? And is it just me or he’s releasing a really “Dangerous” aura out from his body??? I’ve got a really bad feeling for this…! *Nervous*
*Tightens*
“O-Old man…??”
“……”
“H-Hey…?”
“…A bad kid must be punished *Smirks*”
“W-what…???*Sweats*”
“Lemon…”
“……!!!”
“Sweetie~”
* Muah~!*
“ARH…..!!!!!!!”
“Candy sweet *Smiles*”
“Yucks!! Eww!! Let go Let go Let go!!!!! AHHH!!!”
“Woh woh, it’s just a soft kiss, don’t be so exciting *Grins*”
“I’d rather say it’s disgusted!!!! Get off me right now! Damn you pervert!!”
“Hahahahah!! Alright alright, here ya’go”
“Die you jerk!!”
*Dash*
I dash down to the toilet and quickly clean my face again and again.
*Thumps*
W-what on earth?! How can he do that! I’m a boy!! Really! It’s really disgusting!! Arh!! I want to kill him!!
“……!!!”
“……….!”
“…………..”
*Thumps*
“..What the!?”
I stare at the mirror that’s reflecting my face. It’s all red as the girl who just got a kiss from the boy she likes.
That’s ridiculous!! What am I thinking!! Really…. What’s wrong with me..!!
****
*Clatters*
“Here’s the Champagne you’ve ordered”
“Add more Cavit over here!”
“Alright!”
The club is opens at the usual time
“Blue~! I’m here to see you again”
I turn to look at the sissy voice owner that just walks into the club toward to old man.
“Hello Ma’am, it’s nice to see you here again *Kiss*”
Old man lifts up her hand and presses his lip on slightly. The woman is wearing famous brand clothes and bag with lots of jewelry. Of course she’s rich, or she won’t have the money to play here in the host club.
“Didn’t I tell you to call me Lilia? its much closer that way”
“Pardon me, Lilia. I was spaced out to your beauty so I didn’t notice myself calling you that again *Smiles*”
“Oh blue~ you’re just too sweet eheheheh”
“That’s my line”
“……*Ruffles*”
It’s really irritating seeing them flirting, and isn’t that woman too old to come here? What could her husband think while she’s here playing with the young boys?
“Hahahaha, that’s because you’re very beautiful. Lilia”
What!? Beautiful!? I can see the wrinkles on her face under her heavy makeup!
“Really?”
“Sure is! *Grins*”
Sure is your ass! Give her a mirror if she doesn’t have one! What does that perverted think he’s doing? He just harassed me this morning and now he’s acting like nothing had happened!?
“……*Sweats*”
W-what am I being so intense for? I-It’s not like I want him to remember that but he’s the one who k-kissed me *Blush*
He should at least take a little responsible on his action…! Am I a girl? That’s just too much! Arh….! Pathetic….!
“Here’s your Cavit”
“Thanks”
“Lemon, bring a cocktail here for Lilia as a gift from me”
“…….*Glares*”
“You heard me?”
“Yeah yeah *Ruffles*”
“Lemon? New comer?”
The lilia woman called out to me when I was going to bring her the Cocktail
“No, I’ve been here for a few months ago”
“Oh my! Why aren’t you introduce me the new host? Blue”
“Er.. well, he’s not a Host here”
“What?”
“I’m just a waiter here *Smiles*”
“Eh? Really!? He has got a nice face, don’t you think so blue?”
“……”
“You’re a waiter? Such a waste!”
“Hehehe”
Here you go a big smile on my face! It’s not like only old man can flirt girls!
“….Lemon, where’s the cocktail”
“What? Can’t you see I’m talking with Miss Lilia here?”
“My my! You remembered my name?”
“Of course, how can I forget such a noble name? *Smiles*”
“Lemon~! You’re so adorable~”
Lilia smiles (Disgustingly) and pinches my nose.
Take that you perverted old man! Your costumer is on my side now! Hahahaha!!
“Pardon me Lilia, the cocktail will be here in a minutes”
*Grabs*
“Wah..!!”
“Heh? Blue? Where are you taking lemon to…!?”
Old man pulls my hand abruptly and takes me out to the backdoor.
*Smash*
“W-What are you doing!!”
He lifts up my hands and hit it on the wall when I try to get his hands off from mine.
“That’s my line! What do you think you’re doing flirting with the costumer!?”
“What? I can’t? She’s the one flirting me!”
“So what is the smiling face of yours?”
“It’s none of your business!”
“It’s my business! You’re not a Host! Know your duty!”
“So a waiter can’t even talk or what!?”
“No if I say NO!”
What is the meaning of this!? He just got angry because I’m stealing his costumer!? I was just talking with her a bit so what!? Can’t a waiter talk!? Yeah he’s the owner so he’s always right!
I bite down my lip with anger and glare at him, what am I to him? A toy or something?
“Then I’m out of here!”
“To where!?”
“Anywhere is better than here!”
“Lemon!”
“Let go of me! I’m not your toy! I can do whatever I want! I can talk I can smile with anyone not only y-….!!”
*Startles*
Old man presses his lip on mine violently and pushes his tongue inside.
“…mmmmm!!!!!”
I can’t win against his power; he keeps sucking my lip harder and harder….it’s hurt… but somewhere inside me is hurting badly than this.
I can scent the familiar smokes that he’s smoking everyday and his perfume smell, it remind me the first time he hugged me. I was really shocked that time… Old man…. I’ve never even called his name, blue. It’s funny, I wonder why did I end up living with him and became a waiter here? Is this a kind of damnation on me? Why do I have to meet him? I’ve became weird, it’s really disgusting! Why do I have this feeling inside me that’s not rejecting his kisses!? I’m a boy! What is this all about! What is happening on me….!! I’m just the worst…
“…Lemon?”
I don’t know how long has it been before he let me go, 5 minutes? 10? It doesn’t matter
“…………”
“…Lemon…Sorry”
“…..”
“*Sigh*”
He let go of my hands and let out a long-sighs.
“…Can I go now?”
“Lemon…”
“Just leave me alone”
“…….”
I pushes him away and walk out from the backdoor alley, he didn’t say anything and I didn’t turn back neither. I should have got away from him for a long time ago, so I won’t end up knowing these kinds of feeling…
I hate it, I hate myself. I hate him…..!
Part IV
***
*Rustles*
“……”
It’s windy outside; I wonder if it’s already fall? Maybe it’s winter now?
I’m walking along the sidewalk in the dark without knowing where to go to. I don’t have anywhere to go, that’s why I decided to lives with old man… now that I can’t even go back to his place, where else could I go…?
I feel like, I’m lost once again….
No, it’s more like I’ve lose something, something that’s really important ….
“…..Old man”
*Drips*
I hate him…. I hate him I hate this feeling…!
“……*Shudders*”
I guess its winter, it’s really cold out here… and the inside of me too, it is freezing….
*Drips*
“…….”
I wonder what is he doing right now..? Maybe he’s still chatting with that woman…., well, of course he must be! What am I to him anyway? Lilia is an important costumer to him, not me! Yeah right! I’m just a brat, a waiter to him! I can’t even talk if he doesn’t let me! He’s so cool right!? Is it fun to fools around other’s feeling!?
Why did he save me….? Why…!? Why doesn’t he just leave me alone dying that time if I’m nothing to him!? Isn’t he the one telling me to live my life happily with him? Didn’t he say he’ll help me with everything? So why doesn’t he come to me now? How can he leave me alone now in the dark? Even though he knew that I’ve got no where to go to…. He knew that I’ve lost everything…. He knew that…. I’m nothing without him….
“….Lamon?”
“…..?”
A soft voice calling out my name from behind, I quickly turns around looking for the voice owner hoping that’s the one I’m wishing to meet.
“Lamon..!! It’s really you!”
*Startles*
“……!”
“Where have you been to until now!? Lamon!”
“…….Mimea”
I can’t believe my eyes, seeing this person in front of me right now. Mimea, the girl whom I like for around 2 years…
It was because of her that I’m about to jump into the river. Why am I meeting her right now while I don’t know what to do? I think God does really hate me….!
“You know how worried I was!? I thought you might do something stupid....! *Tear-drops*”
“.…!?”
Is it my illusion? She’s crying? But why? She’s the one who dumped me; I even lost my promoting chances and job…!
“Why did you have to go that far as to quit the job!”
“……”
“I thought you wouldn’t mind just being my friend…! That’s why…. *Drips*”
[Friend] she said, although she doesn’t know how much I loved her. It’s very easy to say so, of course.
“…….”
I loved her….?
So I’m not anymore? She’s crying because of me, why don’t I feel anything? I used to be exciting all day long just by a slight smile on her face, how can I be so calm seeing her tears? I loved her so much that I thought I lost everything when she rejected me. I even quit my job and leaves home. Since when did I stop that feeling for her? How..?
“Lamon, you know I tried to connect your house after you quit, your parents said you’re not in the house and they couldn’t contact you too!”
“…..”
Of course they can’t, I thought of killing myself, why should I contact them? And do they even care?
“I heard that you’re buying an apartment before quitting so I tried to search for the apartment. It was really hard but then when I found the place, it’s already burned..! *Drips*”
“………”
Yeah, that was one of the reason that I wanted to kill myself.
“Lamon, I’m sorry! I didn’t think that thing can be this horrible on you! I’m really sorry! I really do!”
*Hugs*
“…..!”
Mimea cries and hangs her hands around me. Mimea’s tinny body is trembling; her body is so thin that I think I can easily lift her up.… That’s right, I’m a man. Of course I can lift her up easily, what was I thinking?
“…….”
Mimea keeps crying in my arms like she’s telling me to comfort her. I didn’t do anything but just standing there shocked out to this unexpected situation.
“Lamon… Let’s go back, okay? There’s no one to replace your position in the company, everything still can be as before, okay?”
“……Mimea”
“I’ve talked with your parents; do you know that they’re so worried about you too?”
“…..They do?”
“Of course! You’re their son!”
“……”
“Everything is turning back as before, lamon, nothing has changed. These few months were just a bad dream, okay? It’s over, so let’s go home. Ne?”
“……..”
Everything…. Was a dream…?
“Lamon..? Ne?”
“…….No”
“Huh?”
“No….NO!”
*Dash*
“Lamon…!? Where are you going! La-…”
I push her away and run as fast as I could. What am I doing? Why do I need to run away? She’s the one I love, isn’t she?
I can get my job back, I can return home now, so why? This isn’t what I want? Why am I feeling so confusing? I don’t get it anymore.... I don’t know…!!
“…Ouches!”
“Hey! Watch where you going!!”
“Watch out!”
“Arh!”
I’m dashing inside the alley without looking at anything in front of me, it’s like I don’t want to know anything anymore… Because I know, the answer is already inside me.... I know that… I don’t want to go back because I don’t want to forget… I don’t want to forget even if it was just a dream…!
*Slips*
“……!”
It’s raining and the road is all wet. I don’t know what’ve tripped my legs; I can see bloods flowing out from my hands. My face is tingling, maybe it’s bleeding too, but it doesn’t matter.
What I want now is blue…. Old man…. I want to see him; I really want to see him right now!
*Grabs*
“Lemon….!!”
*Startles*
“Old m-…!”
*Hugs*
“…..!!”
Old man pulls me into his arms and embraces me fiercely; my body has become numb immediately and loosens onto him.
“Old man….*Drips*”
I softly surround my hands around his back and let out my tears like a lost child that has just found his parents.
“Lemon….”
*Tightens*
I can feel his strength through these big hands that’s surrounding me; it’s really strong… and warm.
“…I’ve become weird, really weird, and it’s because of you!”
“….Lemon?”
“I don’t think I’ve got any nerve to protect anyone anymore…”
“…….”
“I’m no good anymore without you… old man…!*Drips*”
“….Lemon”
“I love you….I love you, old man!”
“Lemon…!”
“Mmm…”
Old man lean down and kisses me without letting go of his hands that’s hugging me tightly.
I close my eyes to feel the kisses from him through my mouth.
It’s intense but supple, violet but gentle, it’s breaking my calm.
He kisses me hard but I feel safe, it’s like he’s answering to my feeling, it’s like he’s feeling the same way toward me.
Old man…. really… I really will lose without you….!
Part V****
“....”
“....”
The room is silent without any sound; I didn’t wear my clothes on because old man is treating my injury after he piggybacks me to his place. Although I’ve just “confessed” to him by the momentum, but now that I think about it, it is really embarrassing!! *Blush*
“Is it hurt?”
“Ah..Ah..! No, it’s not!”
“But your face is all red”
“It is??”
“Lemon?”
“Y-yes!?
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing! Really!”
Arh..!! This is really awkward!! What should I do what should I do!? I can’t even look at his face right now... What the...! Am I a girl or something? Even I’ve confessed to him, s-so what? T-that doesn’t mean that I’ve became a girl or anything. I’m not a gay, I don’t love boys! I-It’s just that... Old man is special... Really special... that’s why I.... *Blush*
“Lemon?”
“Y-yeah?”
“If it’s hurt, just tell me, kay?”
“Okay...”
“Good boy *Smiles*”
*Kiss*
*Thumps*
“W-what are you doing!! *Blush*”
“Kissing you”
“I-I know that you’re kissing me! B-but...!!”
“I can’t kiss you?”
“....!?”
Eeeeh..!!!! W-what should I answer? D-disgusting? But I don’t feel disgusted.... Still it’s too sudden for a kiss, I mean; I’m a boy after all!! But.... But I don’t dislike it when he kisses me, or rather should I say..... I like it? *Blush*
I’m a boy, I’m not a gay of course! I don’t reject him, that’s because he’s special...
I want him to kiss me.... Because I love him...
“Lemon?”
“....Yeah?”
“Can I kiss you?”
“..........!”
A...A Kiss?
“Can I?”
“.........*Nods*”
A kiss... from him.... *Thumps*
“Lemon *Smiles*”
“.....*Blush*”
*Kiss*
“......!!”
“Thank you *Smiles*”
*Thumps*
Old man kisses my cheek and smiles at me softly. It’s so embarrassed that I can’t even look at him anymore, my face is so hot like it’s on fire and my heart keeps thumping faster and faster, it makes a really big sound that I think old man is able to hear it. I feel like my heart is going to pop-out from my chest soon!!!
“Lemon”
“Y-Yes?”
“Thank you”
“Huh...?”
“......It’s nothing”
“Old man...?”
“Don’t mind it *Smiles*”
Old man smiles slightly at me again and takes the emergency box back to it place.
He thanked me? Why? What for?
Is it my illusion? He’s smiling at me, but he looks so sad.
It’s like there’s something hidden deeply in his mind....
“Old M-”
*Knock knock*
“Owner!”
The door knocks and opens when I was going to ask him for the reason.
“D? What’s wrong?”
Old man turns to look at the person that just stepped his feet into the room while pushing the emergency box into the cabinet.
“Don’t [what’s wrong] with me! Where were you going while the club is opening! Do you know how troubled I was!? At least tell me before you’re going out!”
D walks in hastily and glares at old man angrily.
“Ah.. Sorry D! I was in a hurry so I forgot to tell you”
“Huh? Urh... I see... It's okay..”
D looked a bit surprise with old man’s word and stopped his anger immediately.
“I’ll go down now.”
“....Okay *Smiles*”
D makes a wry smile and go back down to the club. I wonder if he’s okay.
“Lemon, you just stay here, okay?”
“Um.. Okay”
“Alright *Smiles*”
Old man smiles and close the door. It’s just me now in his room, wait; why am I in his room?? *Blush*
Since he told me to stay here... then I’ll just stay as he said.
This is not the first time I’m entered his room since we’re living together, but it’s the first time for me to stay overnight in his room.
“Wah...”
I turn and look around his room; it’s covered with his smell. The smell is really nice and gentle.
“....Old man”
I lie down on his bed and hug his pillow tightly with both of my hands. It’s very soft, I feel so calm here.
I close my eyes down and try to recover everything that I did in today. It’s a long day and a lot of things happened. Ah, I just remembered that I pushes mimea away when she cries and hugged me, that’s really unbelievable because I even used to try to commit a suicide because of her. Love is a really weird thing, it’s strong, but it’s also weak. I wonder what I will turn into if old man left me. Maybe I won’t be able to find another person that’s going to help me while I’m trying to kill myself anymore, also, the special person for me is only him for now, and forever too.
****
“Hah ……”
I woke up in the morning with a big yawn looking around. Huh? Wait, this is not my room..? Where am I-… ?
*Thumps*
Ah..!! I forgot that I was in old man’s room last night! I was lying on his bed and fall asleep!? The outside window is really bright, just how many hours have I been sleeping? w-what time is it now?
“….8’oclock!!”
*Cracks*
“Huh? Lemon you’re already up?”
“O-old man, yeah… just a while ago”
“Oh really? I was going to wake you up, too. Are you hungry? I’ve prepared breakfast”
“Huh?? You cooked!?”
“Yeah, com’on, it’s especially for you *Smiles*”
“Eh..! Um..! Alright..! *Blush*”
I quickly follow him down stair. Normally it’s me who’s making the food. I wonder how his hand-made food tastes like… if it’s okay to eat it. *Sweats*
But it’s the special made for me… so I think its okay *Blush*
“Lemon, hurry up”
Old man opens the club door and wave at me. Are we going to eat inside the club?
*Opens*
“Wah, what’s this smell”
The smell flows into my nose as soon as I entered the door. It’s a really nice smell like some wine frying with beef and garlic?
“It’s just a normal steak”
“S-steak?”
*Gruu~*
It smells really tasty that my stomach is crying out loud for it.
“Sorry but I can only make steak”
“It’s okay, it look very delicious”
“Of course it is! Here you go *Smiles*”
“Ah.. Thank you…”
*Thumps*
I take the steak from him and cut a little bite into my mouth.
“Mmm!! Helehers!”
“What?”
“*Gulps*….I said it’s delicious!”
“Yeah! Told you so *Grins*”
*Creaks*
“Huh! What’s the smell!?”
“Ah really really~! It smells nice~!”
“Wa~ Owner’s cook? Just in time! I’m starving!!”
The door opens and D walks in with Ken and Yui. They’re the most popular host here in old man’s club. But it’s still 8 in the morning; I wonder why they are here so early today? And at the time when I’m still enjoying old man’s cooking *Sweats*
“What are you guys doing here?”
Old man lifts his right eyebrow up and stares at them
“What do you mean what are we doing here? You promised that you’ll take us for a ride today for yesterday’s missing work”
“Yes Yes!! Puuu~~ don’t tell me that you’ve forgotten your own promise~!!”
D makes an angry face and cross his hands while Yui is tooting his mouth.
D is serious as usual; he even glared at old man yesterday night. Honestly, I’m scared of him *Sweats*
“Give me some too, owner!”
“Woh! That’s m-..!!”
Ken grabs a fork and picks a steak out from old man’s plate into his mouth. Seem like he doesn’t really care about the ride but food. *Sweats*
“Gulps”
“Umm!! It’s GOOD!!”
“Ken…. *Ruffles*”
Old man trusses his eyebrows up together and glares at ken, haha… That’s our club’s top one gourmand, Mr. Ken. *Sweats*
“Lemon~ so you’re going for a ride too~?”
Yui bent down by putting his hands on the table and look at me
“Ah, no, I’m just having breakfast here…”
“EEEH~ Lets go with us, it’ll be more fun~”
“Yeah lamon, we’re going to eat some luxury food since owner is paying us! *Stare*”
“Urmm!!”
Ken smiles and look at my plate, so I quickly push the rest of the steak into my mouth to avoid him getting it away. Its old man’s hand-made for me; I won’t give it to anyone else easily!!
“Aw com’on lamon, I won’t steal it from you”
“Really *Glares*”
“Geez.. You make me want to steal it if you do that”
“…*Glares*”
“Ah, there’s some steak sticking on your lip, should I steal that? *Smirks*”
“Hey…!”
Ken smirks slyly and lean down close to my face, it’s too close!!!!!
*Knocks*
“Ouches! What are you doing owner!?”
“Don’t mock my lemon or you gonna pay for it”
“I was just kidding! He’s a boy, geez! Don’t be serious”
“He’s too cute, I don’t trust you”
*Thumps*
“What’s that suppose to mean *Sweats*”
W-what is he doing saying that kinda thing in front of people!!! It’s embarrassing!!! *Blush*
“Hee… So that’s how it is”
D raises up his lip a bit acting he has figured out something
“What? What what?”
“You don’t need to know, Yui.”
“Ehh~ that’s unfair! Tell me tell me~!”
“Com’on, it’s almost 9. Don’t you want to go for a bit longer since it’s a rare chance?”
“Uh!! Yes but tell me first! D~!”
“Later, now Com’on, Ken too.”
“Ah…? Okay *Sweats*”
“We’ll be waiting you in the car, don’t be too late okay?”
“Okay”
Old man waves his hands at them while they’re pushing the door outside.
“Old man!! What do you think you’re doing just now!! What if ken and people knows about it!?”
I grab his hand and shake it hard as soon as they got out.
“Huh? Know about what?”
“Know that we’re in-..!!!”
W-What was I going to say just now!? Ah..!!!
That’s really stupid, what am I thinking!!
*Blush*
“We’re in…. what? *Smirks*”
“…..!!”
Old man stares at me and smirk. I hate his smirking face, it’s like he’s mocking me. Well, of course he is mocking me!! I’m sure he is!! *Ruffle*
“Com’on, lemon. They’re waiting for us”
“Huh? I’m going too?”
“Of course, because we’re in…a secret *Grins*”
“…What the!!?”
“Hahahahah!! Com’on hurry up”
“I need to change my clothes first!”
“Then I’ll be waiting outside, or you want me to change your clothes for you? Cause you know that we’re in a secret state *Smiles*”
“YOU!!!!!!! *Blush*”
“Hahahhahaha!!”
*Slams*
I slams the door close after kicks his ass out from the room. He’s really annoying!! What’s that mocking attitude!! I’m very serious about it!! I wonder if he’s just playing fool with me!!! It’s stupid!! Damn him!!
Part VI
****
“Waii~ !! It’s snowing it’s snowing~!”
“Stop swinging around, Yui. You’re making me dizzy”
“So where are we going, owner? I’m hungry”
“I’m thinking about it”
“……..”
I’m in the car with them driving by old man under the snow. It’s a really romantic moment but…
“Yay~! Look look! The mountain became white from the snow! I want to go to the beach, blue I want to go to the beach~!!”
“Yui, its winter and it’s snowing, what’s the meaning for us to go to the beach?”
“Because the water will become white, too. I think!”
“Water will only freeze into ices”
“R~eally!? Then we can ski on the sea~! Right!? That’d be so cool~!!”
“I don’t think the sea will freeze that easily but the lake might be”
“Then I want to go to the lake~!! Blue I want to go to the lake!!”
“Yeah yui, the lake is better”
“Owner, let’s go for some lunch first, I’m starving~”
(What’s ken saying none-sense when he just ate old man’s steak a few minutes ago? Putting him aside, Yui and D are talking about the water freezing but seriously what’s different between beach and lake? The temperature now is around 23 so it’s both meaningless to go to the beach or sea, because the water only freezes at 0 degree. *Sweats*)
“Lake lake! Blue let’s go to see if the lake is freezing~!”
“I’m also curious about the beach”
“I want some food first…!”
Ahhh!!! They’re so annoying!! Really really!! They’re the best host but they’re really annoying outside!! How can I enjoy the trip within this situation *Cries*
“Um.. lemon, where do you want to go?”
“Eh? Me?”
“Yeah, where do you want to go *Smiles*”
Old man turns to smile at me while hanging his hands on the steering wheel.
“Yeah lemon~ the lake is nice, right~?”
“Do you think the beach will freeze, too. Lamon?”
“You’re hungry, too. Right!?”
“……*Sweats*”
What’s this? How can I suggest a place to go while the 3 of them are talking none-stop? *Sweats*
“So?”
“Yeah, so so so ~??”
“Ummm”
“Food Food!!”
Ahhh!!! I can’t take this anymore…!!!! *Ruffles*
“Then let’s go to the aquarium *Sweats*”
“Waa~!! Fishy fish~!! It’s nice too!!”
“This might be interesting”
“Maybe I can eat the fish there?”
“Roger that, then aquarium is it. *Grins*”
“…..*Sigh*”
I think old man just used me to shut their mouth *Sweats*
But well, it’s better than staying here in the car listens to them.
*****
“Star fish!! Ne ne look, D look~!! It’s so cute~!”
“Yeah Yui, it is”
“It’s better if I can eat it”
“It’s not funny ken! Puu~!!”
“Yeah because I’m not joking”
“Puu~!! Ken!! I don’t like you anymore~!!”
“I never told you to like me, Yui *Sweats*”
“Uwaa~ D, Ken is being mean to me *Cries*”
“Stop it ken, be more gentle on yui”
“D~!! I like you~*Muah*”
“Yuck! That’s why I don’t want to be friendly with Yui.”
“Puu~!! I won’t kiss you, Ken!!”
“I don’t want it neither!! ”
“Woh who, stop it guys! People are looking at us”
“……*Sweats*”
So we’ve arrives the aquarium (with a lot of people watching Yui and Ken’s argument and D is the judge. I wonder how old are they? *Sweats*
“That’s because we’re handsome *Smiles*”
“Yeah~!!”
“That’s right”
So they’re all agreed with this? No argument?? *Sweats*
I admit that they’re really handsome; I mean they’re the top host. Of course they must be handsome.
“Blue blue!! Take a picture of me, please~!!”
Yui runs to old man and hand him a camera
“Ah, okay”
“Wait wait~!! Lemon, take with me take with me~!!”
“Eh..!? AH!?”
“Say cheese~!! Lemon~”
Yui pulls my hands and hugs me tight
“......”
“.....”
“Un..? What’s taking so long~?”
*Grabs*
“Uwah!”
“Don’t hugs him too tight *Ruffles*”
Old man grabs Yui’s hands from me and pulls me to his back
“Eh~!! What’s wrong with that!?”
“Everything is wrong with “That”! And stop calling him lemon, it’s my territory”
“Puuu~!! That’s unfair!! How come it’s yours!?”
“It is because it is”
“Puuu~!!! Blue is mean!”
“Com’on Yui, just let him be”
D grabs Yui’s shoulders trying to stop him from anger.
“D~!! But he’s really mean!!”
“It’s okay, let’s take a lot of photo with me, okay?”
“Ummm~!! If you say so....”
“Alright then, hey ken. Take us a photo”
“Hah? Why me, I’m hungry. I’ve got no energy for that”
“You just know how to eat!! That’s stupid~!!”
“What!? Say that again, Yui!!”
“Stupid stupid~!!”
“Yui!!!!”
“Hey! Stop it you two!”
Now Yui is arguing with Ken, I feel tired for D *Sweats*
“He started it first this time, D!”
“Because he was mean to me!! Uuu~!!”
“Now, Stop it or I’m not gonna take you to eat lunch, Ken”
“-------”
D cross his hands and trusses his eyebrows
“Ha! That suit you well~!! Bleh~!!”
“You too, Yui. I won’t take photo with you if you won’t stop it”
“------”
“-----”
“-----”
Wow... That worked..?? *Sweats*
D, you’re really cool. I’m so proud of you
*Sigh~*
The aquarium is really quiet after they stopped the argument. I can hear my own footstep clearly from the floor, ah, it’s old man’s footstep beside me. He’s walking slowly like he’s trying to assort it with mine. It’s kinda funny *Laughs*
“What are you doing laughing at the floor?”
“Um? Nah, Nothing.. hehe *Smiles*”
“........”
*Grabs*
*Thumps*
“....!!”
Old man lays his hand out and grabs mine; it makes my heart pounds faster.
“......”
“......”
We didn’t say anything but hanging hands walking along the sidewalk, it’s what couple do, right...? *Blush*
“......”
“......”
Old man keeps quiet and holds my hand. It’s too quiet, it makes me feel anxious!! *Cries*
“Old man..?”
“Huh?”
“Why aren’t you saying anything?”
“......Umm”
“...?”
Old man didn’t reply me but just turns to look away, what’s wrong with him?
“Old man?”
“Yeah?”
“What’s wrong..?”
“Umm... You see... it’s just that.. Umm , nah, never mind!”
He turns to look at me and quickly turns back, really, what’s wrong with him??
“.....”
“.....Ah”
“Huh?”
“Um...Nothing”
“What was that *Sweats*”
“Nah, just.... ummm...”
Old man is holding his voice down, it’s just unlike him. Is it because that he feel embarrassed..? That we’re holding hands in a public place... I mean, we’re both guys...
“Lemon..”
“Y-yeah?”
“About the thing that night, umm...”
“Huh??”
He means the time when I confessed? *Thumps*
“you see... ummm”
W-what is he trying to say...???
He looks troubled... maybe he’s trying to find a word to comfort me...
Don’t tell me that he want to reject me..! *Thumps*
“Lemon”
“Y-Yes?”
“You see... I was thinking that I haven’t replied to you that night, so..”
“......!!”
I close my eyes and tighten my hand that’s grabbing his. At least, I want to hold it a little bit longer...!
“Lemon.... I love you too”
*Thumps*
“Huh??”
“I said, I love you”
“R-really??”
“I think it’s very obvious *Sweats*”
“It’s not!”
“Yeah I know that you didn’t notice that’s why I’m telling you right now, remember this, you’re mine, don’t let anyone touch you again, alright?”
*Thumps*
“A-are you serious??”
“What? How can I joke something like this? I even kissed you *Sweats*”
*Blush*
“I- I thought you didn’t care...”
“Of course I do! Geez! I’m a man! I take responsible before doing thing!”
“B-Because I thought that was because of the atmosphere...”
“Huh?? So you think I’ll kiss any boy who confesses to me?”
“Ah..! No, I don’t mean that..!”
“Remember this, Kid! I only kiss the person who I love. I won’t even touch him if I don’t, clear?”
“Y-Yeah...”
“*Thumps*”
“Good boy *Smiles*”
Old man smiles and leans down to kiss me, it’s a light kiss on the cheek but it’s making my whole face hot.... *Blush*
We keep holding hands and walks through the corridor, his hand that’s holding mine is so warm. It feels so nice, and safe....
*Tighten*
If god really exists, I wish this feeling can last longer... and longer.... even just for one more minutes before the world ends. I want to be with him, and I'll never regret it.
*Smiles*
Part VII
****
The time now is 1pm in the afternoon and we’re having our lunch in the aquarium park. It’s so silent without any shadow of other people around because it’s snowing outside.
It feels like there’re only the 5 of us. Normally this is somehow lonely, but….
“Here is the ordered meal.”
“Uwah!! Finally!! I can eat! *Smiles*”
Ken grabs the plate from waiter’s hands without even letting him put it on the table properly.
“Eat it with spoon and fork properly, Ken. *Glares*”
“Nah! Hands are be faster *Grins*”
“You’re dirty, Ken.Yuck~!!”
“Yucks then stay away, Yui. I don’t remember calling you to eat with me”
“Puuu~!! Blue is the one paying, not you!”
“Yeah yeah, whatever, it’s lunch time! Let’s eat! *Smiles*”
Ken doesn’t care about Yui’s words and looks very excited, maybe a little bit too exited *Sweats*
*Slaps*
“Wait wait wait~! Don’t just grab it yet, Ken! I want to take the photo of it first~!!”
Yui slaps ken’s hand that’s trying to pick the salad and takes his camera out.
“Ouches! Yui, get lost! I’m eating here!!”
“What~? Can’t you wait, Ken? I just want to take a few photo first, you won’t die by that~!”
“Yes I will die!”
“Then die! Bleh~!!”
“Yui!!!!”
“What!!!”
”Stop it both of you!”
“D~ Hik hik, don’t shout at me! I just want to take a few photos! Uuuuh~ *Cries*”
“Stop your crying face Yui! It’s ugly”
“I’m not crying to you, Ken. Shut up! Uuuuuh~!! D!!”
“Okay okay, Yui. Stop crying”
“Uhhhh~!! D!!”
“Oh com’on! Stop it! I’m hungry here!!”
“……..”
“…*Sweats*”
I am so TIRED of this *Sweats*
Can’t they just stay still and have a nice lunch or something? They’re just wasting more times and it’s embarrassing too *Cries*
*Gulps*
“Uuuh~! Ken!! I haven’t taken the photo of it yet!! Stupid Ken!!”
“Not as stupid as the one that’s crying”
Ken pats on his stomach and spit his tongue out to Yui
“Uuuuu~!! D hik hik!! Help me!! *Cires*”
“Okay okay Yui, stop crying”
“Ken is treating me bad... Uuuu~”
“Geez! enough, Yui!”
“Huh? Where are you going, Ken?”
Ken gets up from his seat abruptly and D quickly turns to look at him while stroking on Yui’s hair.
“Can’t I go to the toilet?”
“You can go to die~!!”
“Die your head, Yui.”
“Die your head, too. Ken~!! Uuuh~”
“Yui!!!”
“Uuuuh~!!”
“Stop it stop it, com’on Yui, lets go for some ice cream over there, okay?”
“Yay~!! D D D D I love you *Hugs*”
“Ewww..That’s disgusting, Yui”
“I’m not talking to you, Ken. Shut up~!”
“I don’t want to”
“Uuuhh~!!!!”
“Okay okay, Ken didn’t you say you want to go to the toilet? And com’on, Yui. Ice cream is waiting for you”
“Yeah yeah, alright.”
“Ummmm~ Ice cream ice cream~!!”
“…..*Sweats*”
D, you’re really cool, I mean how can you manage to stay with them for all the time? It’s just too shrewd, and not to mention how old man just sit here and smokes like nothing is happening, he’s much more shrewder *Sweats*
“Lemon~ you going to eat ice cream with us~?”
“Ah!?”
Yui grabs my hand and pulls me from my seat
“Woh!”
“Eh!?”
*Grabs*
Old man grabs my other hand and pulls me back to my seat
*Grabs*
Yui use both of his hands to pulls me against old man.
Just what do they think they’re doing..???? I’ve got a feeling that I used to see this kinda scene in some drama before *Sweats*
“Blue~! What are you doing!! Let go of lemon’s hand~! *Ruffles*”
“Yui, you’re the one who should let go *Stares*”
“Puu~!!! Why should I!! I’m the one invited him first~!!”
“Yui, didn’t I just tell you to stop calling him lemon? And stop touching him so freely, Gee!”
“Eeeeh~!! Why I can’t touch him but you can!?”
“Silly question, because he’s mine, of course I can touch him”
“Haa~? What’s that~!? Then he’s mine, too!!”
“No, He’s mine!”
“Puuuu~!!! He’s mine mine mine~!!”
“Yui..!!”
“Owww~!!!!”
Old man uses his other hand to pinch Yui’s cheek without letting go of my hand. It’s the first time seeing him getting so intense because of me... It’s kinda... making me shy...
*Blush*
He said I’m his to Yui in front of people..??
H-he really means it...! *Thumps*
“Ow ow ow~!! Stop it blue~!! You gonna snap my face~!! It’s my life! Uuuu~~!!”
“Then stop calling lemon “Lemon” , promise?”
“Uuuu~!! Yes Yes!! Let go of my face *Cries*”
“Okay *Grins*”
“Uuuu~ It’s hurt. I don’t like you now, Blue!!”
“Woh, I’ve already got enough love *Smirks*”
“Uuuu~!!”
“Com’on Yui, stop it. Let’s go”
“D *Cries*”
“Okay okay, good boy”
D strokes Yui’s hair and takes him away from Blue. D is really taking care of Yui, I wonder if they’re umm.. you know that.... *Sweats*
Ah! It’s a bad thing to think other is like self. I mean... Urhhh...I’m not admitting it, but I.... *Cries*
“Lemon, you alright?”
“Eh..? Ah.. I’m fine *Blush*”
“What’s wrong?”
“Ah...I’m fine..”
“Good then *Smiles*”
Old man smiles and takes a deep inhale from his smoke.
It’s not a dream, because he’s still holding my hand. *Thumps*
You can say I’m girly or whatever, but. I’m really happy right now. *Smiles*
“Old man”
“Yeah?”
“Umm.. You know.. Umm..Your hand... it is warm *Blush*”
“Hah?”
“Well... Umm ... Thank you..., for holding my hand *Smiles*”
I turn to look at him and smiles but my heart is thumping like crazy. It’s embarrassing.. But,.. But I, too. Want him to know how I feel about it, and how happy I am right now.
*Strokes*
Old man strokes on my hair softly and smiles.
“That’s my line, lemon. Thank you for not letting go of it.”
“Old man....”
“.....”
“.....”
We kiss again while holding each other’s hand tightly. It’s four times. It’s not as violet as the first time and not as strong as the second times. Also, it’s not light as the third and four times, but it’s still making my heart pounds. It’s so sweet that I think I’m going to melt into the sweetness of it and don’t wanna let go.
I wonder what’s old man thinking when he’s kissing me? I hope he doesn’t dislike it... and I hope that he’s feeling it like me, too....
It’s warm and sweet......
kiRi
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